Monday, December 28, 2009

How To Adjust Honeywell Gas

A Vampire Hunt. Chapter 8

Setback






Journal Alexa ...

No.

was not crazy. Of course not!
was completely rope, perhaps saner than ever.

Only this time differed somewhat with what was supposed to ... "logical" or "sane."
now wanted to do what I felt, I wanted only one thing and this was saved, no matter the cost, even risking my own integrity.
Now I knew, I knew because he had come into my life and that role would I in his, now understood everything, understood my fascination with him, understood my fanaticism for The Saga, understood everything, everything! ...
I had a mission ... and he had his own, save me from my solitude.

was only one problem and this was my friend Coka.
I could not leave out of this, she was my sister and my closest friend, she understood all my aches and pains accumulated for years in the bottom of my heart and would never forgive me if excluded from this madness.
I have often thought that the best of true friends is that they will always be with you, even when they disagree on everything you do or what you say.
are able to bury a secret with you and bring it up anymore because they know that would expose his friend to a completely avoidable pain. That was my Coka
an unconditional ... and I clear it is.

-Coka, quiet, I have everything ready.
Once the wizard is asleep, we will her car and she was hiding under the bed of the trailer.
believe that both are gone, she'll sleep 3 days and will give us enough time to be far enough away ... I have your keys, we have 3 hours to prepare ... you tell me? -. I said hurriedly.

I looked at him without saying a word.
knew his mind and determined executive would only take a decision and when to take her there was no way to convince her otherwise.
would analyze everything, the whole thing and when every number, every possibility embers completely square on his head, there, just then, I would say its resolution.
The only bad thing was that it could take all day do not know if I was able to wait that long.

But I was absolutely determined to do it or will not. Of course, with your help everything would be much easier and above all much, much more entertaining.
What is the point of madness if you do not have anyone to share it?

Another minute passed without a word to digest it, until then said

- tenendríamos What to do? -. And I saw fear in his eyes clearly.
As I feared ...
had not said "Yes", but neither had said "no."


That night again serve the 3 million meals while I looked askance Coka.
She looked at me one minute, she thought, and I could not help thinking also stupid theories of treason ...
She fled with him, alone, leaving behind, or brought to justice only to win their appreciation.
shook my head firmly and do almost dropped the tray of coffee she was carrying.
I discarded all these ideas, she would never say anything to participate.

Then, while washing the thousand and one dishes, Coka still did not open his mouth, and I could not stop thinking about passing by head.

"I need you to tell me please if you want to do this or not.
you help me?. Will we?.
need you tell me if you do not want to go with me. Will I be reported? Will you try to stop me? -. Asked almost on the verge of hysterics with tears in his throat crying to get out.

was aware that my questions will no doubt offend. But I needed to know, I need to digest that yes, if we would do that if I would go with me and now to death.

Was it too much to ask?
I had nothing to lose.

leaving behind only a bad love today had nothing better to think meaning, but she lost more, she risked everything.
Was it too much to ask for friendship? Out and out was about to find out.

- Shut Alexa! -. I replied. "I'm just thinking about how we will do with the transfer, benzine, where we will stay, where we get the money, and little else.

course I would help, of course we would.
executive and used his mind to business and saw all the details I went through something.
was sure in his mind and sought the best escape route for our escape.
was great to have a friend as competent and detail ... well not always but now we came super-duper well. How
had been able to doubt it?. No doubt I was crazy.

- Coka, God will provide! -. I said cheerfully as he closed one eye and washed the last dish.


That night just after the clock struck three in the morning we saw the last light fade and a little after we went in search of our destiny.
walked quietly, fully aware that we would enter a spiral where there was no turning back, where the only way we would in the end, whatever this.
And I accept it with open arms abrasaríamos, we do not repent, would live now as if they were our last moments of life, that was it, was light, was life.
We had blinded and no turning back.
One step, then another.
The sky was cloudy and there was a promise of storm in the air. A dense fog had formed and would not let us see beyond our round feet.
In complete silence in the black night, no moon, no stars indicate the way we move forward guided only by our hearts.
With every second, with each step, with each sound of the stones at our feet, expect to be surprised. Coka
and I holding hands in the cold looking through the skin, making a human effort so that our teeth are chattering. Why
rays had to decompose the weather right now? Was it an omen, an ad?
Then we saw in the distance the figure of which was allegedly the trailer for Robert, just a little more, just a step further and have gone.

Then everything happened too fast and at first did not understand what was happening.
just remember that almost anything we got when we hit and fell to the ground pulled by something heavy and muscular. Coka
received the full blast and his body came to rest one meter behind me.
too scared even to breathe, I covered my mouth stifling a cry of panic.
I saw some legs on the floor and pounce on me knowing that a stationary body, which was down was that of my friend Coka.
But that did not move, why not fight against the man who had over it?
What was happening?




Coka Journal.
(That same night, same place)



saw his shadow to one meter away.
Turn your eyes to see Alexa and alert but could not do anything, the shadow fell upon me and I lay on the floor.
As soon as I had on me I could feel the strong odor of alcohol.
Ray! I had lying drunk.

fell over one million small pebbles and restrained myself from screaming in pain, fear and rage.
How would you explain that we were doing there?
And on the ground, with strange about me, I looked up and I could see my accident was not unknown as unknown as I thought. Alexa

Then came the mouth and throat seized, shivering from head to toe but seeing my puzzled expression and she recognized the stranger began to laugh nervously soft.

"They're fine. Asked in a whisper. - Coka, Taylor ... okay?
-Ayu .. give ... me ... -. I asked.

Taylor took the jacket and pulled him.

"Hello beautiful. He said a little more focused.

Pu-No ... .. and ... do. Alexa said, pulling uselessly.

- Did you bother to download ... .... me? -. I told Taylor.

-so sorry, I think I've lost my balance, but good mattress you, I do not think it hurt me nothing nothing drop.

-May .. well .... Now .. get off. I practically choked. He joined

amazingly fast for a person with a degree apparently high blood alcohol. Alexa

fell back and uttered an expletive.

"Excuse me. Taylor said he stumbled again threatening to fall on it now.

-Haaa. I believed him! -. Taylor said he extended his hand toward her.

"I'm fine. She responded well annoying.

-Ok. How about you? -. I asked turning to me now. - Do you accept my help? -

And of course I accept it, first of all because I hurt all over and my friend was rubbing the back but did not help me to join.

stretched my hand to him and in one motion stood up hitting me suddenly against his chest.
I felt his hands on waist and not let go away a bit and said,


-Heyy. Are not you the girl catering? -. Asked as she rocked taking me with him.

And despite little or no visibility we had in it when I saw how beautiful it was.


"Tell me something -. He said even his face closer to mine in the midst of a playful and sensual smile. - I was not beautiful? -. Fight

my knees bent of pure impression.
I, there, between the arms Lawrence Taylor was like a dream ... Of course the only thing that did not fit my perfect dream was the state of alcoholic intemperance in which it was.


- Enough, you think! -. I said raising my hands to her chest and away vain of me, trying to control the heat coming up my body to feel yours against mine.

- But that lack of respect is this? -. Alexa said in a whisper, opening her eyes, reminding me where we were and where we are headed. "We are decent women! -. Also you're beautiful does not take away what an idiot!


- Quiet quiet. Do not make me jealous. He said that dropping one of his hands to make a turn to Alexa at the waist. "Also I have something for you, not the first time I was involved with two in one night, said while laughing and we pressed on each side of your body.

things do not look any good, especially for the scandal that was being assembled. Alexa
Then his expression changed and came to him he said softly.

"Of course you are beautiful, even more than that skinny Robert.
You should be the number one star.
We want to be with you, is not think of anything else to be with you. We were waiting
.

Then I saw a strange glow in his eyes and knew something planned, then winked at me to follow him play.

"If you were expecting. I said even without knowing exactly where I wanted to get Alexa.

"But we stay here, and above all things not to do a lot of noise to wake anyone.
What do you think if we go to your trailer, there'll be more comfortable? -.

-Siii. Come to my trailer and then I'll show you a few moves that ... -

"Yes, yes. Whatever you say dear. Go to
Coka I catch up after going for a drink. Want something to drink is not it? -

"It would not hurt me And you kitten? -. I wondered at the same time I grabbed the back rudely.

"Well, I do not know. I said running away from his arms. Alexa

also was released, I took her arm and walked away with it a bit to say in his ear.

- What are you going?. I swear I do not recognize you. I created a monster.
Alex happens to you, you pretend? -

"Nothing, what will happen to me?
It's just that if we were sure we'd find here.
Take Taylor to his trailer and I'm going to see Robert, we've lost a lot of time with this nonsense. Coka
has to be tonight, tonight or ever! -.

I thought the whole situation.
would have too many questions if someone discovered at that time and there.
Taylor had only complicated things but we had to leave this mess and move forward with our plan.

-Ok. Leave it to me. I'll take care of him. I replied.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Pressure Pionts In Dog To Make Sleep

Colombia Prize winner entorpercer Fossil of the Day for talks in Copenhagen

The newspaper El Espectador Colombia has just published that won the prize for obstructing Fossil climate change negotiations in Copenhagen. (See full article below)

According to several articles published in national media Colombian authorities for climate change is irrelevant, and we went to the old trick of "navel-gazing" to divide and not to find common areas of dialogue. This disaster is interesting to recover the role of promotion, dissemination and control of NGOs draw attention to this kind of attitude that leave us in clear evidence, despite the excuse that.


More or less a year, Professor George Lopez noted the new challenges facing today's peacemakers. Environmental degradation in the front row, along with the increase of transnational crime. Just a few days ago the NY Times also reported that the environment was considered by the United States as a matter of national security. We are preparing a new generation of peacemakers to address these issues?

I wonder what level of participation had different sectors of Colombian civil society in defining the negotiating strategy of Colombia for the summit in Copenhagen and if it took into account the seriousness of it.

Colombia has a long way ... + + +



Colombia NGOs give Fossil of the Day Award
By: Pablo Correa, special envoy to Copenhagen countries, in their view, hinder the negotiations.

Colombia and the United States were awarded third place in the Fossil of the Day Award for delaying negotiations on the draft REDD (Reduction Program, Carbon Emissions from Deforestation and Degradation). This is an award that every day a group of Ong assigned to countries as they hinder the negotiations on climate change summit in Copenhagen.

Colombia was worthy of punishment that is announced through the ECO to be distributed among participants because in a later converted a three-page text where conditions were agreed where REDD worked in a seven-page text. "The editing of the text and its expansion prevent the text to arrive soon at the hands of the ministers," said the editors of ECO and added "there was a big step backward in what until now had been a positive process in the Summit."

In an interview with The Spectator, the Environment Minister Carlos Costa explained why Colombia had a different position than most countries on the issue of REDD is considered one of the most important summit since it is the financial mechanism to maintain standing forests and stop deforestation worldwide is responsible for 17% of the issue of greenhouse gases.

In broad terms, Colombia is opposed to the REDD money to be managed at national level and proposes to do at the subregional level. According to Minister Costa: "The Silver Redd of this convention is not a donation to compensate us for the past. Is to curb deforestation and threats to deforestation. The easiest thing for everyone would be for each country to commit to some goals of control of deforestation and receive few resources. If you fail you are suspended resources. If you meet him come over. But Colombia has peculiarities. One, our rate of deforestation is short and if a region is out of position national targets are affected. "

explained in the interview that "if something happens in one region the opportunity to receive money for the rest of the country is threatened. Redd projects have to be consulted with the communities. I can not even say "here is lowered by law deforestation." That should be consulted. Especially because most of the forest is owned lands of indigenous and black communities. Working at the subnational level gives that flexibility. "

Some nongovernmental organizations have attacked the position of Colombia suggesting that what is behind the government's case is the inability to control coca crops. In this regard the minister replied: "That's the story they are selling to attack our position. Our position is based on that when you have a country with cultural and geographic variety as Colombia can not ask the same thing to a Central American country. We want to open the door for resources between communities and resources either directly, not everything has to mediate the state and creating a bureaucracy. When you build a direct reaction, the community realizes that we are talking seriously and do well the task. "

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Program Starchoico Motorola Remote

Eternal Conflict. (Eclipse by Edward Cullen)


The Waiting Chapter 16





not looked back. I went ahead
burned tires while the asphalt of the road while everything inside me told me I would turn around and get it.

Jacob's voice was booming mental in my mind, as if speaking directly into my ears.

"- But what the hell ...? -. I had thought to see Bella.

thought her dress was ridiculous and unnecessary. I thought that with him nothing could happen.
But as I could never protect.
He was nothing but an absurd and unconscious werewolf, too young to see the danger was increasingly forcing my tolerance.

Damn! Why I had set to be reasonable?!
Was not it easier to be selfish and intransigent?
Yes, it was the best ... but the best for me and only me.
It was not what she deserved.



My hand sought his cell phone remained in my pocket, would have to wait for time to play with my mind again.
I got home where his old minivan waiting for her, just where it to myself.
could not understand why Bella felt some affection for that old and worn pileup which certainly gave him more problems nothing.
Then I stopped for a moment against him and possibly at that time would have been easier to compare and find similarities.
My heart was an old rusty pileup until she came into my life. I was also a be washed before I met inside.
Now however was different, was someone trying to be better and therefore should remain frozen until it is full again.

But it was so hard to do, was so hard it hurt in the attempt.
a cold heart can freeze an entire breast? Loneliness can be so miserable and deadly when you have the company of the beloved?

Yes, if I could.
Many months had felt that sensation. But today I felt again as if for the first time.

Loneliness, loneliness, bitter and tortuous loneliness.


I went to my car and crawled up the old monovolunen, he also seemed to be waiting for her.
was stupid to stay there to be a lost soul, but I guess it was futile to fight the current.

me away from there. Stay
static would not work, neither would permacer at home waiting.
again grabbed the small mobile in my hand and started running through the trees trying to avoid the unavoidable. She

was there with them, sitting next to him without question.
Laughing and sharing ... being happy.

Being happy ... and really that was all that mattered ... his happiness.

then I ran a little more as he felt the wind in my face. I closed my eyes remembering
caresses, the gentle touch of his fingers on my skin ...
Each and every one of my actions inevitably led me to think about it, my life, my love, my Bella.

-! Running with my eyes closed! Now that's new. Suddenly the voice said Emmett. - Are you trying to estamparte against a tree? Because if so I would like view, surely it would be fun to see.

a leap climbed a grand fir following the sound of the voice of my cheeky brother.

"I guess you have nothing better to do at this time. I replied.

"No, not really.
Esme and Alice are patrolling the town and the home of the Swan. Jasper and Carlisle are walking around, Rosalie is at home covering the rear and I am here not to watch.

"I do not know or who are waiting, but I'm sure soon will stand before us and then, it's time ... -

- you'll fall over and end up with him once and for all ... Yes! -. He cried, forgetting for a moment his task.


The remaining wildlife around shook by his cry of joy.
apparently no longer go unnoticed hiding there in the tree.

"Come on. Added jumping to the ground.

not intended to be distracted for a moment, I was happy as a worm writhing in pain.

- What do you expect? - I asked to see that I'm not moving.


Would you have laughed to know that waiting for her?
no doubt I would have done if he remained sitting there waiting for my cell phone rang.

With much effort I also jumped from the tree.
There was nothing I wanted to do eses same time, just wait, wait, wait and wait. Wishing does not always have to.

was agony, suffering.

My feet hit the floor unable to move.

- Vamos! -. Whipped again my brother while on his way back with the intention of dragging it if necessary.

And knew that I could do it if he wanted to be.
knew that would not bother, that was just a futile attempt to entertain ...
As if that were possible!. Then Emmett

I ran and jumped on his steps.


"I think it's a good chance to go to Seattle. What do you think?. Just you and me.
With my strength and your ability I'm sure we could stop whoever is doing this disorder. He said after a second.


"Maybe you're right, but tonight I'm busy and do not intend to leave town for anything.

- What if? -. Asked sarcastically.

not mess, none of your business.

"Certainly not my business, is very well that women have to give them their space and neither should we ban anything ... .- said recalling the first and last time something barred Rosalie.

Poor Esme, that day was completely destroyed by the table of the fifteenth century he so adored.
But I think my brother had earned. Do not you know that no matter how many shoes you have a woman?. Regardless of which will always have room for one more and that should not be getting it for the world.


Remember all that conjure up a smile on my lips and I surprised myself to see what I could do to be away from her.

"Thank you. I told my brother not stop running.

- "Thanks for what? -. Asked surprised. "I do not understand but if I want to truly thank you better come with me once to the city.

"First of all and since we're talking about Rosalie, I can not even imagine he would do if found out vigilante we went to Seattle.
Second, Carlisle did not think it prudent to do so and I agree with him, and come when we can act and there, you can be sure we all would.

"Mmm. He said thinking for a moment. "Maybe you're right about Rosalie, I do not want anger Carlisle but this waiting is killing me.

Me too waiting was killing me and it seemed that this was the only thing to lately.

To kill time we decided to run after a group of deer feeding on none but me, that night they ended up with no life. It was this little creature who wanted to stab him with my sharp teeth.



phone vibrate and I felt a microsecond after holding it in my hand and immediately recognized the number.

- Bella! -. I said without measuring the exuberance of my words. - Are you okay Bella? -. But nobody answered.

I heard a sort of chuckle on the other side of the phone, that person could not be Bella.

What if she was, who would it be? ...
my question was stupid, so stupid as my reaction was so stupid that I could hear the laughter of Jacob Black. I regained my composure

was a waste of time to ask but mustering all the dignity which would be asked even knowing the answer:

- Who speaks? -.

-heee ... is ... Jacob Black. Replied laughing last.

- Where is Bella? ... If something bad has it happened ...-.

-Wow ... Calm down, calm down! -.

- Answer at once! -. I demanded almost insanely.

"It must be terrible to be like you. Now said seriously. "I assumed you were a little ... How to speak politely? ... Mmmm ..." Driver? "Yes, that's the word. I assumed you were just a little bit driver but never thought it was so bad. Jacob Black then let out another laugh from her teeth. "She is fine, only has fallen asleep and I did not want to wake that's all.

I tried to follow his mental voice through the space between us then, but I was too far from the reservation, was useless.

I started running completely forgot my brother.

- Where you going? -. Emmett asked as I walked away from the fast. - Crazy! Vampire Crazy!
Go get it brother! -. My mind screamed as he ran toward the house of my parents without opening the phone to my ear.

- Where now? -. Jacob asked.

"I told you, this peacefully asleep in my car, there is no need to worry tibia.

- I'll decide on that or I can not worry! -.

That meant she was not there our views on race changed into something, we knew how dangerous they were, especially for humans, and I was more than aware of the lack of control of their species.

"They are humans who must fear us and not those who hunt them. Answered between his teeth, obviously upset by my words. "Anyway I did not call to discuss, at this point I would take the little time I have left to enjoy a little company of Bella ... of course this only until you come through it which will be in? ... -

Then I jumped the creek that separated our house from the rest of the forest and weighed a time when I would drag the old drive to the reservation Bella and I decided to go in mine.
He intended to take only a few minutes to get to it, and not twenty as I take if I used yours.

"Five minutes.
In five minutes I'll be waiting in the same place where the leave.

"There will be then. And with that he hung up the call.


A groan rose from my chest but calmly
inal and Exalead

And anyway too late to arrive.
I struggled with my foot, not to fight all the force my body as he tried calling me to tread gently on the accelerator, but felt no sense to do so.

was aware it would come faster if I got off and pushed the car with my own hands.
But I could not expose myself that way.
much time had passed since the heyday of the lumber industry in the region, now the roads were almost ghost roads. Nobody used to use too, remained almost deserted, but I could not risk much less risk to my family.

arrive soon and yet when I got there there was no trace of them.

closed my eyes letting my ears and my mind I look, I recognized engine sound Black Jabob car up the road and only a second later I could hear his mind.

car light her way through the darkness around them, the engine noise rose above the roar of the waves breaking around on the beach.
saw the way through his eyes and saw Bella also the head propped on his shoulder.

Then I clung to the seat of my car shot out struggling not to pass them and break the neck of Jacob Black.

turned off the engine and leaned my head on the steering wheel.
Why could not keep all the emotions together and encapsulated inside?
wanted to tie all and push the bottom of my being, that the monster who lived in my play with them a moment, I wanted my mind was free of murderous desires.

"That was love, so was doomed to love?

Once again I focused on the mental voice of Jacob, and this time I caught him effortlessly.

were closer and could see the lights also came and up the road slowly, deliberately slow. Jacob Black wanted
not reach the same strength that I wanted to do so.

emerged in his mind all the smiles that were drawn on Bella's face that night.

least my suffering was not been in vain, at least she had been happy.
And killed me that I was not included in that happiness.

But it's all over and although he would not come anyway, and she and I be together again, together again until she wanted to get away from me.
And again I swallow the poison that flooded my mouth and extend the best of my smiles and relaxed, with my face unchanged, with the mask of self-control would be outside, away from me to go with him, for he was sure that would always be with him.
And I would have to accept it, did not require Bella choose, not your heart split in two even if it cost me ... it cost me the soul, if I had.

only a few seconds after the car stopped a few feet, about twenty to be exact and heard and saw very clearly what was happening inside the little car.

Jacob opened the window slightly raised his head and sniffing the breeze that filtered complement and was aware of my presence.

Bela stroked the hair as she watched him as if his life depended on it. Then he leaned for a second and if I had not caught all his thoughts as he would have sworn to the idea crossed her mind to kiss her.
Just be aware of my presence was to abandon the idea.
then searched your ear and talking softly said


"Hey, come on, Bella, returns.

was just inches away from her to see her face and saw how he woke up. That
awakening that only belonged to me now was his.
Bella blinked a few times while looking confused around well but without lifting the face of Jacob's shoulder and after a full minute exclaimed


"Oh, heavens. His voice came haltingly confused and somewhat scared. - What time is it? Damn, where did I save that stupid phone? -.

He remembered his stupid moves while trying to locate the phone in a pocket of Bella.

Damn dog! Could kill him just for that. Once again
fight my instincts, against my wishes to take his life. Bella

searched through his clothes, the mobile remained in the hand of his friend and they asked him to calm down.

"It is not yet midnight. I've already called me. And he lifted his chin toward the direction where I was told. "Look, we are waiting.

- Midnight? -. Bella answered still confused. The

kept looking at him so in this time I favored and that through his eyes I could see she too was eager to come with me.
My heart thawed by the desire to have him in my arms again and to feel his warmth beside my body. I saw
rushed out of the car and watched as he stopped for a few seconds to hand the phone putting it in the palm of your hand, this surprised Bella.

- Have you called Edward in my place? -. He asked.

His mind drew a smile to remember my reaction to receiving your call and I cursed myself for being so ... vulnerable.

"I thought it could be a more time with you if I played my cards right.

"Thanks, Jake -. She answered, clearly excited. "I really appreciate it, and also for inviting me tonight. It was .... Wow, has been something really special.

Jacob said something which I did not understand, did not see the memory in your mind, something about a cow and how Bella had lost. Words without meaning for me but certainly kept a secret, a secret I could not see.
He laughed their incomprehensible words and then it continued.


"Yes, I'm glad you liked it. It was ... great for me. To have you here I mean.

The parting was too long, dear What else to say?. What supposedly loved? What not to go, what then would have a normal life, a life with a future?

And that was true, basically all I knew it was true, that would really. If she chose to be with him. I'd have all that and maybe more.
Those hopes were floating in his mind like a shoal of fishes, swimming around each word, every breath he took. With breath of his body home.

But while she did not ask why I would like a shadow next to her ... forever. Bella

looked where I was and then walked a few steps toward her and she was always looking forward with me.

"Well, not so patient, what is not? -. He said looking at me too. "Go away, but come back soon, okay? -.

She promised she would do so while the car down.
His body shook slightly to cope with change in temperature, the night was cold and the air you could smell the rain coming.

"Sleep well, Bella. Jacob told Bella while descending. "Do not worry about anything. I'll be watching you all night.

The damn was only gain time, every word he manipulated unconsciously, but he manipulated. Bella

responded to his words and his voice was distressed when she asked him not to, to rest a little. Assuring that would be fine. And there was no doubt about it whatsoever.

"Okay, okay -. I replied remembering that he was exhausted but I was sure that did not stop.

Bella once again left him and Jacob Black could not do anything to keep him good-bye to her as well.

I did not wait for her to stay away from the line to go for it, I moved as fast as I could and waited for him near the edge.
Too eager, too anxious, too many things could happen while she ran to my humanity. Too many things could still turn away. Basically
knew it was impossible for that to happen but I could not think of a thousand things could happen.
An earthquake, lightning, things I could not control and that a man could ever happen flicker.
laughed by my silly fears.
She had already spent many months without me and there it was, whole, alive. Bella did not need me to protect her or to live. The only dependent on this story was me.

- Bella! -. I could tell when he finally arrived at my side.

His heartbeat was accelerated by jogging and rang in my ears, filling my head, I was happy again, and everything was alive again thanks to her.

"Hi. Sorry I'm late. I fell asleep y. ..- started to say, trying to apologize but I stopped him, explaining that he was aware of all that his friend had called me.

- Are you tired? I can carry you. I told him to see suffering from the cold but she said it was fine.

"I'll take you home to bed. Did you have a good time? -.

"If Edward has been amazing. He said suddenly illuminated like a girl coming of an amazing and magical and incredible journey. "I would have liked would have been. No words to explain. Jake's father told us the old legends and was something ... something magical.

"You told me, but after you've slept. Sleep in his voice was clear, moreover not want him even a little longer exposed to the cold of the night.


"I do not remember everything -. Said in response to my words then yawned, closing his eyes almost shot down by fatigue.

few seconds just enough inside the car for her to return to sleep as children do.
no answer for it opened the passenger door and took her in my arms to sit and tie the belt right at the time that Jacob Black was leaving thinking how damn lucky I was.

I stood and softly closed the door to climb once and for all in my car and get out of there.

As anticipated Bella slept all the way back to his house where Esme was hidden in the shadow of the trees.

-back soon. I said kissing her forehead. "I promise. I looked

then the voice of my mother was nearby and threw me down the road. Only the
out of town I stopped, got out of the car and ran through the forest after Esme.
while running I could feel the distant thump of a pair of legs on the ground moist.
not need to rely on my ability to know who it was.
He also ran in the night, in the thick forest.


Esme was very close to Bella's house, leaning against a tree and walked me to my willingness to give me all the comfort that only a mother can give.


"It was a quiet night dear. You should not be worried. Everything is fine. He told me to come with her. - How you've spent your Edward? Have you been less torturous this time to be away it?

"No, I never cease to be.

"I'm so sorry. But as time passed the pain.

"I think that not having it will hurt forever.

"Forever is a word that only beings as we understand, is very well what you mean.
But today she chose to be away from you and you make it possible. There
most loving act to sacrifice our own happiness for that of being loved.

"But that cushion my pain Esme, it does not at all.

"Easy, now it's over tonight. Go to her son, go with it awaits you there with the window open.

I asked my mother to take my car started falling while tiny drops of rain and giving three jumps I sneaked out the window of Bella that remained open for me as I said my mother. Bella

shivering, it was a foolish to wait there by the window. In an act
completely useless for me hugged him forget for a moment the absolute lack of warmth in my body.

- Is Jacob out there? -. Asked muttered, shivering.

"Yes, somewhere. And Esme is answered on the way home.

Bella let out a sigh, he believed that all our surveillance measures were absurd, I thought it was too cold at night so that someone was outside in the middle of the night and went to shake my arms.

"Only you're cold, Bella. Answered could not help laughing.

"Enough of concerns for tonight. You better goals than once to bed and rest.

"I'm not tired. He said yawning again.

cover him up and lay down beside her.

- kiss me at bedtime? -. Asked, passed one arm over my chest.

kissed his forehead and eyes that close.
kissed the tip of his nose and lips gently. Bella

"Sleep, sleep my life. I told her nanny and then hum until she fell asleep not long after.

Lying beside her, with her warm arms wrapped around my body looked at the dark clouds and rain hitting the glass window.
It then crashed into the move slowly, almost painfully until it lost after the wooden frame.

I was like those drops and I had crashed into Bella.
My life had burst in the incident and was not even a trace of self that had been and ever, but live a thousand years after that first day would be the same for me. She

again be prevented being obnoxious that he had been for many years, but had an instinct that he could not forget, an instinct that was still living in me.
And it was this instinct that begged me to jump out the window and hunt to be moving in the depths of the night threatening my happiness. Bella


turned a little restless in his bed, his eyelids closed moved from side to side quickly, a dream haunted his unconscious and apparently was not a very pleasant. I stroked her forehead
trying to calm and apparently worked. Seguí
dedicated to my thoughts then ... That night nobody

notary if someone or something decides to end his life would be easy to do.
you miss it no doubt, but nobody could say that his disappearance was nothing strange in his race.
hide his body, nobody will ever find him and then I would be free of his presence, his obsession with Bella and no one else would come between us.

I sat then gently supporting my elbows on my legs and then rest my head in my hands.

had to fight those impulses.
For Bella had to do but I do not really conform to it.

Then I saw he was on his bedside an old, worn book.
Its leaves were open so many times they had been read and reread.

was the copy of "Wuthering Heights."
I thought of the strange fascination exercised over the characters Bella, was almost identical to what she felt for me and I weighed for a moment of revelation that came to my eyes.

His characters were cool, too evil .... Too similar to me. Puzzled

took the copy in my hands and without much thought I started reading random fragments and stopped Chapter XIV and then a paragraph fully capture my attention and there in that small room, in this book I found the answer be stripped to support and placate the tribulations that attacked my heart, I found the answer to avoid being a heartless murderer, found the why would not that night ... or else hunt

Jacob Black ... "I only contains the fear of punishment that this may cause." "I said Heathcliff," You see how different are our feelings. Had he been in my place and I in him, never would have dared to raise my hand against him. Look at me with disbelief all you want, but well. Never would have thrown his company as she received with satisfaction. Now, just had ceased to show affection, he would have ripped the heart and drank his blood! But until then, had let me cut up rather than touch a hair of his head "We were

same pain, same feelings.
That night, after almost seventy years of having read the novel by Emily Brontë, that night I felt sympathy for the first time and I managed to understand the true nature of the feelings of their protagonists.



And I knew that was what really stopped me, that was the only reason for not breaking the fragile neck of Jacob Black once and for all, I just stopped the pain that would violate Bella if he did.

He was altogether the most luck with that I had known, just my infinite love for her save her life. Then Bella

articulated a strange word I did not understand and his body shook almost violently and then turn to me to burn again.

I feared for a moment that I had woken up but it was just a nightmare.
Maybe if I was told that she would feel more relaxed but I leave that was hunted and would do in the morning following if they could remember.

- What are you reading? -. Asked wearily, more asleep than awake.

I said I read Wuthering Heights.

"I thought you did not like this book.

"I've left here Forgot -. I whispered a little embarrassed. "Besides, the more time I spend with you, better understand human emotions. I am finding that I sympathize with Heathcliff in ways not previously thought possible.
-Aja
-. He almost plunged again into unconsciousness.

"I think maybe you're right about the book and its characters ... -. And look down to see him in the eyes discovered that I had gone back to sleep deeply.

I did not read that night. Just enjoy the exquisite touch of skin on my beautiful meditation on the discovered almost accidentally.

I did not want to be driven by hatred of Jacob Black, would not succumb, be weak. And I thanked
find there the solution, the strength to fight, to be worthy.
I, unlike Heathcliff, if I could be worthy, if I could redeem myself.
could and would.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Images Of Bar Sayings

A Vampire Hunt, Chapter 7

Alexa Madness








Coka Journal
the same day.

I was standing in the middle of the room and breathless, with a head full of birds and worst of all, could not utter a word.
What was going to say anyway if no reasonable explanation was given?

- Tell me who you are and what you do here or call security! -. He said angrily.

The last sentence took me out of trance and quickly asked him to calm down, I said it was part of the catering and had entered because the coordinator had asked me, but I wanted to accommodate him so uncomfortable and just woke up.
I looked very suspiciously.

"I'll ask you to please leave me alone, I do not like anyone to be in the trailer when I rest. He said this while living away from the direction of the mini kitchen.
But what the hell is wrong with everyone in this damn movie? First the girl with the drink and now this ... Is not I can rest for a moment? -. Cursed slowly, talking to himself.


"I guess. I told him to clear my throat, reminding that still remained there. "Of course, after what happened to you must be terrified.

But I instantly regretted my words, I knew right then that I was wrong to say so deadly.

He turned to look at me even more appalled than before.

- Who are you?. Tell me the truth.

then walked slowly toward the exit like a rat and he feared for his life.
It looked incredibly tempting and tasty all afraid moving almost catlike. I swallowed
saliva and I summoned all my willpower not to jump on it in one leap.

- Hey boy, calm down! OK?.
Not all are dying of love for you. Sales
constantly on television, lived the incident that made world news, I just know because I read the news. I answered in the most authoritative voice and almost dismissive I had, pushed all-in attempt.

Inside died, this was not how I imagined our first meeting, not even remotely guessed right what had long been my fantasy.

"Sorry I'm a little tired of the harassment. He replied. - I'm sorry if I offended you, I will not cause problems, less in your work. I'm not like, and I resent having to behave in this way.
Excuse me I really regretted it ...

And just at that moment, just when I fell jaw print upon hearing the words of Robert, to see that my words had convinced him, just then a knock at the door echoed through the trailer breaking the magical moment when I was living.

I took the devil! I very upset as Robert pointed out that whoever enters the outside ... that was annoying.
Pattinson
"Excuse me sir, you better start shooting at once, there is little daylight and we can not waste another day.
I hope you will find more parts and do not worry, everything is ready to begin once you are ready.

But behind the kind words I could see that my friend was upset by the delays and setbacks.


The shooting started and we looked at less than 30 meters as a wet wolf and Robert were fighting skinny beer flying through the air, the truth never understood much of that was the story because our eyes were on him The director asked to repeat again and again because Taylor appeared to be just what he was while Robert with each "cut" seems to be fading more and more. Soon the light was gone and his damn damn headset producer told us we should be ready in 30 minutes to serve the dinner and arrived in a truck ready to be served.

"That rage. I told Alexa. "Being in this without being able to devote my full attention to it because we have 100 guys who do not know and I do not want to know waiting to be served by Mary Poppins, my God! -. - Said as he swore with rage.

-Coka, remember it's just for today and tomorrow, the important thing is how close we are to him. He replied with his typical Alexa optimism and commitment.

That made me angry to be so submissive, I felt like taking it by the shoulders and shake a bit to come down from the cloud in which I lived.
Luckily, my friend Patrick just spent the time and distracted me from my mad desires.

-Duck, duck. I almost cried desperately. "I think Robert must be hungry right?. After all has not eaten anything. I said hoping to send me straight to the trailer if only to ask.
But unfortunately not got the answer I expected, my friend was angry with Robert, said they had paid all the rage and did not compensate the delays caused by the fault of the "star."

The food arrived and we serve one another and another and another until the hands can not feel them and all I could do was cursing my luck while Robert did not show even a single hair.

Far watched the trailer with the lights on, pleading for someone to ask "room service", but nothing.

Coka-wasting your time. Pato said. "The guy went to sleep and does not want anyone to disturb you for nothing, you know what living rightly is a skinny, just like Coca-cola. Continued my friend when he realized he looked like a fool in that direction.

At that point I was sure he knew what happened to me safe and was horrified with the possible outcome.

- And Taylor? -. Alexa asked looking around.

"This sharing with people in production. Answered. "That kid is a crack, do not believe all what the success and fame, a pleasure to work with people like that.

Slowly people were finishing our lunch and our work did not have the time finish.
We had to remove, wash and store everything before sleeping and most of the time I hoped he would wake up and ask for something, anything.

But it was not and when Alexa singing happy songs (and really not as happy as could be dirty dishes washed five hundred thousand), the hours passed and then surrendered and went to bed disappointed.




the next day.


was exhausted, tired and slept lousy with Alexa had to accommodate the two in one bed, because otherwise we should go to a hostel and I was not crazy.

All night I had to endure the bad sleep and Alexa also spoke matters worse ... no, that's an understatement ... Alexa practically screamed in his sleep and more banged up in all directions.

I covered my head with the pillow and I was on my side of the bed while she was kicking in all directions.
And as expected the next morning was not worth a dime.


-Alexa, I swear I do not do anything today molidísima. I screamed as she threw me over for the 5th time. "You are really very heavy as a companion mattress.

"Well you're not just a mummy dear, you get in the bed like you're the owner. I cried while for the tenth time Alexa turned around taking all the quilt.

-Rise for God's sake. Duck suddenly shouted a coup opened the door of the room. "This the whole set on the plate and no fucking coffee, Coka really fucking aunt. In what minute did I owe you a favor? -. He said as we ran back across the quilt.

Neither we moved even an inch. "I thought, fuck everything."

-Is the heavy coffee Pattison asking for a fucking half an hour ago and the catering trailer is closed. Patrick continued while searching our aprons the famous key.

- Rob! -. We shouted in unison both at which water dolphins jumping to the bathroom in less than 1 minute we were completely ready and running to the trailer Robert.

- Alexa, Coka!, That was 30 minutes ago. Said. "Now we are in the film. He said between laughter. So ridiculous

we were to make him forget his anger at the whole situation?



- Scene of the corral. Take 3, Scene 1! -. Shouted one of the commercial's producer Robert

the wolf runs in and chases him, that's what struck Robert falls to the floor and nobody knows what happens, does not stop, his assistant came to the plate and asking everyone running away.

- That's what happens when you take drugs and not eating. Said Patricio breath.

- You can silence all at once, the fuck up! -. I screamed from the bottom of my heart to Patrick. "Damn you do nothing but talk bad about him is that you're still the same bug and bad gay for 10 years, have not changed anything. While the tears were continued to fall from my eyes.

emotional and physical wear me were going through the account.
I was drowned in the anguish of not get close enough to help my beloved Robert. Patrick looked at me in shock he well knew that only I knew the secret of his sexual orientation.

I watched as he walked away crying, I knew had broken their trust, but could not, had to defend "mine", which was never mine, but for me it was more mine than my own name, Robert.

were still all there waiting to see what happened, then he moved and asked his assistant to give him room to help him walk to his trailer. Taylor

whole scene looked very worried (after all I think they were friends), but his assistant did not allow anyone else to play.
At some point wonder why no one helped him and a type of producer told me that clause was forbidden to touch.

walked with the aid of the girl to the trailer and we hope there about 20 minutes until she came back and said that Robert needed a rest, that the filming was postponed for the next day.

I approached to ask her as it was but I was too insignificant for her without even looking at me and walked to the producers.


- Is that here they're all shit or what? -. Shouted angrily as I pulled the damn hat of a coup. - I'm going, I swear, right now! -. I screamed to Alexa, and she came running to where I was crying and begged me not to.

- Coka please be this is hard for you, but understand that this is my dream and I'm not willing to back down.

Listen, I know why Robert is so, I heard ... -. He said lowering his voice.
- Kriss is that woman, Kristen, it's killing with its pressures, I do not have them but clearly there is something very unhealthy because Robert and gives no more.
I put some anti-depressant pills in the coffee this morning and it collapsed on the set. I say hit, with a psychotic tone in his voice that made me tremble for a moment of fear. "Let's get him out Coka, we will save. Said with the crazy eyes.


- What did you Alexa, you become crazy?? -. I asked surprised if he had known well have thought he was joking but I knew it was passive and was completely resolved when a crazy idea crossed it over her head and then I felt fear, terror felt by what she had done.

could see me now locked up in jail for being concealing ... or perhaps even complicit in a crime ... By giving free rein to his crazy head had created a monster.


"I'm not crazy. He said even closer to me and whispering for fear that others could hear us. "I'm more sensible than ever. Since I came to England I became a hero of my life and I will not sit and wait for the life pass before my eyes, is precisely what I want and love him, I'll share with you just because you're my friend and I love you, " Ok? -. Said with complete decision. "Now I have everything planned, at this point the wizard also took his coffee out of the trailer will be easy tonight, with the dose I gave her sleep a week.
Between the two we can with him.

seriously I thought that my soul mate was mad as hell and it was time for someone to provide medical care urgentemente.

Ella vio la duda en mi rostro y continuó amenazante:

—Ya es muy tarde Coka, estas implicada, ya no tienes salida. ¿Te apuntas?... —