This was one reason why I had refused to let my sister attend to other "issues" rather than worry about that really mattered at the time. Was it too much to ask to stay away from our decisions?. Alice had come
upset, resentful.
- hooora Wh-hat is it? -. Bella was able to articulate victim once again of my absolute stupidity.
- What I can do? -. I said aloud.
But Bella would refuse again. Do not want to spoil the plans. Despite the inclement cold she still wanted to continue to plan and was confident it would not be that stupid mutt who convinced him otherwise.
reaction to my words, Bella, thinking it was she whom I had directed, he shook his head as a sign that there was nothing that could be done.
"- Damn! - ". Jacob exclaimed giving an impatient howl.
Vwete
-dee here -. Bella replied annoyed.
-Only worried about you. I said. "He's fine. His body is prepared to weather this.
-Eeeee. I tried to say it and see that even the simple act of speaking he was being difficult.
"-" Is not time you were being frozen alive!? - ". Jacob returned to utter complaining even more intense way than before. "I can not believe you sit down to see how slowly freezes. Do something useless bloodsucking or stand aside and let me handle it! - ".
- What to do?. What the kick with which it is falling? I do not know how you can be useful. Why not go out there to get you a warmer place or whatever? -. I replied.
needed to think, I needed to take control of the situation, Bella's heart began to slowly decrease your heart rate thus showing the first signs of hypothermia.
would have to run the risk of carrying it far away, hide, you were safe elsewhere.
Suddenly the vision of La Push and did not seem so bad idea. Could you leave her alone so far from me in the care of my enemies possibly exposed to the uninitiated will find their trail?
No!. I needed to be by your side!, Do not leave anything to chance, nothing to chance. It was already shown that Murphy's law weighed on me, on each of my decisions.
"So I could do!? "What could I do !?... "I'm bbbieenn
-. Bella said, trying in vain to defend his stubbornness.
-Grrrrrr ... -. My heart instinctively emerged a loud growl was accompanied by the wail of Jacob as the wind, with an unusual intensity lashed out mercilessly against the tent.
But no matter how much noise from the wind, Jacob's voice rang clear and strong in my mind.
"- must do something, anything! ... Look
may not be much but here's the anorak that left hanging in the tree, maybe I can serve you something. "
was a joke, that just would do any good, it was simply the worst idea I'd heard throughout my long life and made sure you loud and clear for him to hear. Then I saw
change.
The first thing I felt was the separation of his mind with the pack and felt the crunch of your body to switch from wolf to man.
"Better than anything that has happened to you, you, insurance -. I said now humanely. - "Why do not you go out there to get you a warmer place?" -. He repeated, ironic and annoying at the same time. - What do you think I am? A Saint Bernard? -.
No, a St. Bernard was a useful animal in many ways, he, however, was only a nuisance, a large and foul trouble.
then entered the tent and was more careful than wind sneaks with him inside it, causing the body to shake Bella relentless pace of spasms. Her pain echoed in my and my despair, at the time, was immeasurable. The only thing needed was not the dog to enter and leave the store at all times.
"This is not like anything -. I said as he closed the zip and entered at once. "Just to give you the coat and get out of here. I added as my nose was assaulted by the foul stench coming from his person.
-Qqquuqqquu
. Bella tried to speak again but the cold was so intense that he felt he had lost the ability to articulate.
probably wanted to know what Jacob was doing, then he replied that the parka was for tomorrow, then it was too cold to warm on its own.
I did not like at all like those words sounded much less I liked the idea associated with them.
Jacob, without notice, sat next to Bella.
"You said she needed a warmer place and here I am -.
could not be serious!. It had to be a joke. But I could sense he was right, although even there, far from it, on the other side of the tent, I could feel the heat radiating from his body.
-Jjjjaakkee, ttteee'll cccoonnggelar -. Bella tried to speak again, but he knew that was impossible, his body of forty-three degrees was a damn heater legs.
"I'll be sweating in a flash. He replied.
was all so unreal at the time, was not only sharing a small space with my natural enemy, if he also wanted to share my future wife ... My future wife. That
Bella refused to use the ring that once belonged to my mother does not alter the situation.
not wearing the ring, but during the short time I felt her hand adorned the happiest person on earth. However it was not so bad after all even his wrist the gift he had given at the beginning of the evening. "Unconsciously he had omitted it was a diamond? He remembered well have been intended to clarify that tiny detail, but other matters had come to get my full attention.
Could he have been so "cooperative" to say what was really? Probably not, but would provide the perfect excuse to get rid of so easily. After all, I just had excluded certain information, actually unimportant, had not lied.
But there was no use thinking about it, night had fallen behind and now Bella was almost frozen and Jacob wanted to get into his sleeping bag.
roared and imprisons his shoulder as a natural response to such failure, if it was not aware of my complete inability to dream would have thought all this was just a bad dream.
But it was not, in my dream I would have been free to rip the entire limb, but no, it was not.
hands-off Quítame -. Snorted his jaw tightened as her body tensed and prepared you for the fight. "" Remove your hand or I'll rip a bite, ". She finished me in your mind.
Should she feel intimidated by this simple act and by such empty threats? It was much faster, stronger than him. "Well quítaselas
you to it -. Answered.
Bella tried to intervene but returned to dam cold shudder.
At that time I felt true hatred for Jacob Black. That naive, that was silly, did not know even what I expected, did not know how long and agonizing that the night would be.
"- How else do you think will support? -". I said in your mind and then added aloud
"I'm sure she'll appreciate this when you put your fingers black and you fall
-.
And then his hatred no longer felt for Jacob, now I hated myself.
I had to choose, I had to choose between his life and death. I knew he was right, Bella soon be frozen.
had to choose, not what was good or comfortable for me, had to leave all my selfish feelings aside.
hated my body cold, my lack of warm blood, the hardness of the mass formazan each of my organs, muscles and every part of my whole being.
He was right, there was no escape, he was the only chance she had and paid him let go. Hopelessly, I had sliced \u200b\u200btheir brains trying to find some way out ... but there was not only was he.
I returned to crouch in the corner of the tent, not without first giving a warning. At that time
Bella needed him, that was the only reason for not throwing him down the mountain, despite their situation could change at any minute.
"" Do not worry, I will be extremely cautious ... - ". answered mentally as a stupid smile crept between his teeth.
"Do me a site, Bella -. He then asked, this time turning to Bella.
She tried to object, he understood what were the intentions of Jacob and like me, did not like the idea.
"Do not be stupid. Do you want to stop having ten toes? -. Countered him and without waiting for another word finished what he started. A second later he was beside her, sharing that intimate space, space that belonged to me. I clenched my fists
, swallowed the poison that filled my mouth.
"She needs it, she needs it. It is the only solution is the only solution. " I said to myself. I repeated a thousand times in my mind while trying to calm all of my wild instincts and murderous.
At that time I was hungry wolf blood, while in front of my Bella clung a little closer to him, as he eagerly embraced.
"" Not him, is in heat, is in heat, need, need it "-. Again I remind . Meanwhile
Jacob complained about how cold it was Bella, as if in his power to become pregnant or if it was by choice.
Jacob's heart was pounding, I could not believe what I was living. How many had dreamed of this night? I guess that many, when she was always the heroine of his silly adolescent dreams.
-Try to relax. He suggested closing his eyes. "You broth in a minute. Although, of course, if you heat up long before you take off your clothes.
"" It's cold as an ice cube, but it feels good. I can imagine it would be like ... .- ". thought the very dirty at the time.
My growl stopped the fantasy that was born in the tiny brains of Jacob.
"It was only a verifiable fact. He said apologetically. "Question of mere survival, nothing more.
If only I was not what it was, if only something I would serve. Never in my life had I felt so helpless as it was then.
"She needs your heat is not to him." was repeated for calm. "" It's just to heat, "
Why could not I be who she was holding? Why, why?!
-Ca-silent now, Ja-Jake. Nnnnadie nnnnecesssita to-all de-dedddos. Bella warned.
"Do not worry about the bloodsucker -. He replied. "Only he is jealous.
Jealousy?
had every reason to be jealous or thought Jacob?
that my body was hard and cold does not mean that my heart also be. He was used to dominate my darkest feelings, was used to subjugate them, to go over them and transform them, but the jealousy was a new feeling for me, a feeling that she had only known, I decided that if I wanted her to live a human life, I should be too.
"Of course I'm -. I clarified trying to hide my discomfort. "You have the slightest idea of \u200b\u200bhow I wish to do what you're doing for her pooch.
"So things are in life -. Trivially answered. However, the tone of his voice changed significantly by adding: "At least she would know it was you.
This weighed in on it as I did on my being unable to give any heat Bella, then I feel slightly comforted at this and nodded in front of that assertion.
The night was so cold, so black, despite my inability to perceive these conditions and I felt at that time. She was suddenly so far away from me, so far as was the life of death, that we were in the end, life and death. Bella as needed and as I could not give.
But there he was, willing and able to give everything he had and what not too. What would have happened if he was here? I would not have expected much more, we would have gone with us every opportunity to stop our enemies.
Would I have forgiven? Had he realized that nothing was more important to me than she? Would we have been able to share eternity with that weight on his conscience?.
So many questions, so many possible situations that would have to face if he was not there giving back what she so desperately needed. For it was, I could see, there was no need to ask Jacob if he felt better or not, it was necessary to hear the clarity and firmness in the answer she gave, I could see in their skin color it was, I could hear the quiet in his tranquil breathing it was, it did not matter that his lips kept a light blue color, Bella was regaining normal body temperature.
was why I sighed resignedly when Jacob offered "selflessly" to restore the pink
-Behave
-. Bella whispered concerned about my feelings but it did not matter to his friend, he only cared to have it there, very close to him, as close as I was away at the time, dying only a spectator, a voyeur spying on the intimacy of a happy couple.
And my mind, my heart, my skin, my entire being screamed that she was mine, he always had been and that it would be for all eternity. Never mind that now seems to you, no matter that he held off his body I lived in his heart, for my beat and I was also willing to leave to do so. Bella would join me, if I was lucky maybe wait a year or two, but I was sure not spend more than this and then she would be my life partner.
The minutes passed in the same conditions, instinctively we kept silent, waiting for the night's sleep for Bella.
I had asked him about his hair, that was longer than their peers and the response was very foolish indeed not due to vanity of Jacob, on the contrary, he only wore it long, even holding all inconvenience this may bring to him, took him along just because he thought Bella liked this way.
But on one thing, this time Jacob had every reason, her matted hair had been long very useful that night.
The night continued their course as the storm was hitting the tent without compassion. Seth
came running, a little worried, he and the pack. Jacob had no contact and that had them worried.
-Seth is here -. I informed him trying not to wake Jacob Bella but he did not have the same consideration, however said: "Perfect
. Now you can be aware of what happens while I take care of your girlfriend for you.
He was truly a great, stinking idiot but I just keep quiet. "Let
and -. Intervened Bella sleepy, then we silenced and I set about surfing the minds lupine. Seth
no problems had followed the trail of Jacob, had inspected all the way and had found nothing to indicate he was not alone. And how Seth could find the trail of Bella? The stench of Jacob was very powerful indeed, I myself was being attacked by her at that time. It made me happy to think that my smell was so bad for him as it was hers to me.
Sam also was consistent with that information, for a moment he had also feared for the loss of the red herring into the clear, now more tranquil, ordered about how to sleep, others to watch and reminded the rest of the lessons delivered by my brother.
saw all this through the mind of Seth crouched under a tree papeando the heavy snow ... until ...
The scene was not much different, only one was missing and that was me. Just then Jacob returning imagined Bella body heat in a much more "efficient", he said, clear that that was possible she was a lot less clothing than they actually had at that time.
- Please! -. Again, I clenched my fists so hard until I feel like were embedded on the palms of my hands. I felt that at any moment would come out fired my fists to the face of Jacob and end up tearing the head once and for all. So while I imagined it falling apart, I felt like my chest was emerging from a roaring, intense, fierce. Once again I swallowed the poison that filled my mouth and pushed to the background roar of my body, subduing.
mastered my drive, my voice, my instinct, so I said: - If you do not mind ...! -.
- What? -. Responded surprised while her fantasy faded.
- Is not think you should try to control your thoughts? -. I said.
But my criticisms are not affected him too, however, thought the problem was mine to get into his head, but her fantasies rang in my mind in an almost deafening, it was impossible not to listen, to me was screaming nearly mentally.
tone "I'll try downloading them -. Replied wryly.
"" I bet that you're also jealous of this, I can dream about it. Is not that right? If you can not sleep, I do not suppose you can dream, meaning that even in dreams can be with Bella as what am I "
" Yes. I'm also jealous of it. I confessed.
"I thought so I -. He said very satisfied. -Match betting purchase makes the game more interesting, right?. "And you know what they say: All dreams can come true" -. He added in his mind.
Jacob could dream that if I wanted and I did not mean that one day that happened, he was sure.
wasted his time to think, to dream that one day Bella may change his mind about us, about our love. Taking into account, as Jacob, all the things he could do, which in turn I could not or at least without killing.
-Sleep, Jacob. You're starting to get on my nerves. I warned him.
"Yes, I think I will. Here the sea is at home.
The only comfort I had was that at some point he would have to sleep and then maybe and just maybe I might have a little peace.
Jacob closed his eyes ready to sleep, but every time I tried again began to fantasize, then aware of my presence, she woke up restless.
"- I wonder what would happen if you could also see what happens in the mind of Bella?. Sure at the moment this dream with me. " suddenly thought Jacob.
wish I could -. Answered.
was not really very difficult to know who dreamed Bella, every night it was me who she called, but Jacob was right, I would have liked if only for a moment to know that she thought, especially in that particular time.
"But would you be honest? -. Jacob questioned. "- If you could read their feelings could recognize and accept, if so, which is it me she loves? "-.
"You can always look around and see what happens. Now I said ironically. I could if I had my skill.
"Well, you see inside my head. Let me take a peek inside of you that night, that would just -.
The idea is not intimidated me and I agreed.
Jacob's mind had so many questions, so many questions. I wanted to know about my feelings, the reasons for doing this, that motivated me to fight against my nature.
"Your mind is full of questions. What you want to answer? -. I asked.
His first question was regarding jealousy.
He was sure that my jealousy was much bigger than what I showed up came to doubt my feelings, all because of reactions related to jealousy.
Jacob knew not that the whole situation lacked grace and sense to me. He did not know who did everything for her, as for any other person would have been much easier to get away, not seeing what I was seeing and thus not feel the helplessness I felt at the time but just could not, was infinitely peor cuando estaba lejos de ella, cuando no la acompañaba, cuando estaba con él por ejemplo y no podía verla.
—¿Piensas en esto todo el tiempo? ¿No te resulta difícil concentrarte cuando ella no está? —.
—Sí y no —. Respondí. —Mi mente no funciona exactamente igual que la tuya— Le aclaré sin animo de ofenderlo realmente ya que había decidido ser lo más sincero que pudiera. .—Puedo pensar en muchas cosas a la vez. Eso significa que puedo pensar siempre en ti y en si es contigo con quien está cuando parece tranquila y pensativa—.
“—¡Wow! —“. Exclamó mentalmeten. "- I wonder then how you deal with jealousy? Because after all, be realistic, I think that Bella thinks much in me. "
Yes, I assumed it was true, and should also recognize that she did more often than I'd like. But it was for other reasons, I liked to think that just made it because of fraternal affection I felt for him and nothing else and Jacob was aware of that.
-A Bella is concerned that you are unhappy. Not that you did not know, nor do not use it intentionally. Reproached him.
But he thought that was an advantage of course, something like: "The end justifies the means" His aim was to prove he was better than me.
-I use terms at hand. I do not count on your benefits, advantages such as knowing that she is in love with you.
And if it helped. While I believe that if Bella truly loved him would clear signs of that. She was so easy to read.
"But Bella loves me too, you know ... you know it or not.
Could it be possible? How do I know really? I had never shown signs of it ... do you? Could be so blinded, so convinced that he loved me I'd never allowed to see the signs?
She had need of him, to be with him to the point of escape, to flee to do so, but it was only because he had refused to do so she never would.
Could it be true? My pride had blinded me? Then I could not tell that this was not true that she loved him and would never do it and instead I could only reply:
"I can not tell if you're right.
- does that bother you? Would you like to be able to know also what she thinks? -.
"Yes and no, not again. She likes more so, and although sometimes I go crazy, I prefer Bella to be happy.
Then, as the wind lashed the tent violently, Jacob told me quietly.
"" I want her to be happy, but I want to live and I hope at my side. "
instinctively hugged Bella's body against the cold. "Thank
-. I said. Perhaps
could seem strange to you grateful for his dirty paws on my girlfriend, but assumed that at that time appreciated his presence. "If you
decir que tanto como a mí me encantaría matarte, yo también estoy contento de que ella se haya calentado, ¿vale? —.
Era una tregua verdaderamente incómoda en realidad, incomoda pero necesaria.
Los celos me volvían prácticamente loco, nunca pensé que algún día pudiera llegar a sentir este sentimiento, tan fuerte, tan despiadado, carcomiendo desde adentro sin tregua pero tragaba este trago amargo y los dejaba a un lado por el bien de Bella, nada era más importante para mí.
Jacob suponía bien sobre mis celos, sin embargo yo no era tan espedido como él, no hacía de ello una consigna, después de todo, en su caso no ayudaba mucho.
"You have more patience than me. And possibly answered was right.
was time for me, had had a hundred years of practice and were exactly the years he had waited for her.
"Well, y. .. Decide at what point the point gamble very patient good guy? -.
was not hard to guess at which point I decided to do. When love is natural to want the good of the beloved, that this does not suffer, be happy.
I realized the damage he did when forced to choose between being me and him and in so doing, to deny anything she wanted, I suffered greatly too.
"In general it's hard not to exercise such control. Most times I am able to quell ... uncivilized feelings I feel for you pretty easily. Sometimes she thinks she sees in me, but I can not be sure of that.
My answer did not seem to satisfy him, still thinking that my decision was taken by pettiness on my part, for fear that if she was forced to choose probably would choose him, however that was partly true, but only a small fraction. Obviously I, like everyone at some point in life, I had my moments of doubts, but what really mattered was that she was hurt while trying to escape to view.
"After I accepted that, more or less, was safe with you, at least as safe as it can be, it seemed better to leave it to the limit. I finished that and then Jacob sighed resignedly.
"I told her this, but do not believe me. Said. And it was true, that I already knew.
"You think you know everything -.
"I do not know the future -. I simply just saying.
I did not know the future, or rather not completely. He had fought so that the visions of my sister are not met, without any positive result, with all my strength had tried to bend the hand to the target and nothing good had happened at every opportunity. She had seen
Bella beside her, still the same, being equal to me and had done everything to prevent it and nothing had been achieved, the transformation was imminent yet still maintained the hope that this does not happen.
would continue appealing to common sense, I would up the last beat of his heart to stop.
- What would you do if she changed her mind? -. Jacob asked me and that did not know.
- Would you try to kill me? -. He asked again a little fun with the idea, however, much as the idea was tempting I never could.
He did not understand, did not understand my love for Bella was immense, it was that love that had kept me from above as it would hurt him was his friend, if she hypothetically chose him as a life partner not harm him because doing so also he would hurt her and I could never do that, ever.
- Do you really think that it would seek to hurt this way? -. I just to ask.
thought a moment and then sighed surrendered.
"Yes, you're right. I know you're right, but sometimes ... "The very idea that you and I we measured ..." -...
you find a fascinating idea. I finished that while he chuckled idiot.
was the dream of every wolf, face a vampire and Jacob was not the difference. For him it was all competition, supremacy and ego. Then there was his love for Bella, love was but a shadow compared to mine. "Exactly
-. Added at the end when he had to laugh. After a quieter time and asked
- And how would it be?, I mean to lose it ... How was it that you thought you had lost forever? How do you ... get away? -.
was very difficult for me to remember or talk about these events.
not want to remember her voice calling my name as I walked back to his house and remove all objects that evoked my presence. He remembered perfectly well when you turn for a last look parle penetrated while wandering in the woods, remember that the anxiety produced, was the same as was feeling at that time to relive those times. However I gather my composure and continued talking.
-On two occasions he had thought he had lost. The first time when I thought it would be strong enough to leave it was almost unbearable .... I simply say.
How could recount the terrible sequence of the latter, the stormy pace of the hours passing slowly as each meter inevitably ran me away from her forever? No, he would never understand. Instead I said:
Bella
"I thought I would forget and it would be like if I had not ever met her. For about six months I was able to be away without breaking my promise not to interfere his life. I almost got ... He fought against the idea, but I knew that eventually expire no, he had to return, if only for how it was. Or at least that's what I told myself. And if he found her reasonably happy ... I would think that in this case would have been able to leave again.
then again I saw the roads, following the trail of Victoria as time passed and the seasons succeeded one another inevitably ...
At that time I concentrated on still answer the question of Jacob in the least offensive to me as I could .
"But she was not happy, so I would have stayed. Of course, this is the way that has convinced me to stay with her tomorrow. A while ago you you were wondering what it was that motivated me ... and why she was so unnecessarily guilty. I remember what I did when I left, which will continue to do if I leave. She feels terrible about feeling well, but he's right. I can never compensate for that, but do not stop trying, anyway. Jacob
also recalled those days, her time with her while she was just a zombie with his eyes and the smile lost.
Then I saw your changes through their eyes, saw the time on it, while Life slowly returned to her face and maybe a little happiness.
Yes, I owed much to Jacob, he owed his life and therefore mine as well.
- And that other time, you thought I was dead? How did you feel? -. Yes
-. He remembered it perfectly.
's call Rosalie, my denial, the call to home of Bella and Jacob's voice informing me that his father was at a funeral ...
But I never said it was Bella's funeral, said it was just a funeral and I had misinterpreted his petty words.
"Possibly you will feel well within Soon, right? The way we perceive we will not let you see it only as "Bella" and nothing more, but that is what she is. Answered resentful.
"That's not what I asked.
No, could not, was too painful, I think that there was no word that describes exactly the feeling one experiences when losing a loved one. Jacob possibly feel soon, when she was my eternal companion, a slight fraction of what I experienced at the time.
ceñirla was no point the way in which he did at that moment, when the time came, Bella and I would be one forever.
"But you left because she wanted to become a bloodsucker. Wanted to continue being human.
-Jacob, from the moment I realized I loved her, I knew I had only four possibilities.
From the moment I realized that my sister's words were true and that I really loved him, I realized that there were only four alternatives:
The first would have been the best for Bella and that was that she had never felt this love so strong feelings for me, in this way would have been easier, me, away from me.
although I would have accepted her se marchara también mi corazón. El odio que sentía Jacob por mi no le permitía verme como era realmente, supongo que por mi capacidad para leer su mente yo le conocía perfectamente, pero no sabía nada sobre mi o sobre los de mi especie.
—Tú piensas que yo soy como... una piedra viviente, dura y fría. Y es verdad. Somos lo que somos y es muy raro que experimentemos ningún cambio real, pero cuando eso sucede, como cuando Bella entró en mi vida, es un cambio permanente. No hay forma de volver atrás... —.
La segunda alternativa era la que yo había escogido al principio cuando descubrí que era demasiado débil como para estar lejos de ella. Había decidido quedarme beside him throughout his life. Bella was selfish to squander your existence with someone like me but the only way I could bear and was aware that when she died I also know how to find it.
"Sixty or seventy years certainly seem to me a few years ... But then he showed how dangerous it was for her to live so close to my world ... It seemed everything went wrong that could go wrong. Or hung over us ... waiting to beat us. I was terrified they would not even have those sixty years when I was around Bella when she was human.
then chose the third option and I made her the biggest mistake of my entire existence.
I left hopeful that his life would be forced to accept the number one alternative.
-did not work and almost killed us both on the road.
And so we come to the last alternative.
She wants him intensely or create it. I still felt optimistic, expecting to give me a few years, so she found some reason to give her reasons for wanting to live his human life, but she was very stubborn. Jacob knew that it was.
"I'll be lucky if I can extend it a few more months. Is terrified of getting older and your birthday is in September ... -.
of anything that he liked the first alternative. He was not asking permission, he only reported a sure thing, the day would come though it cost him the idea, Bella sooner rather than later would be like me.
"But I see how much you love ... your way. I can not deny and that is why I think it should not leave so easily the first choice. He said. "I'm sure she would have been nice, I mean, if I had not jumped off the cliff or if you you had delayed another six months before returning to see how it was ... Well, I think, that there were many chances that would have found reasonably happy I already had a plan underway.
laughed at the idea.
"Maybe it had worked. It was a very well thought out plan. Jacob
misinterpreted my words and excited talk of how good he was for it, I did not have to worry, that she was strong, it could heal, he had that ability.
"Actually, it had healed before. And she could remain human in the company of Charlie and Renee, and ripen, children would y. .. would be Bella.
You love her enough to see the benefits of this plan. She thinks you're very altruistic, but do you really? Can you come to consider the idea of \u200b\u200bme being better for Bella than you? -.
How often thought of that?
know that many felt he would be more appropriate to be with her than any other human being.
-Bella needs someone to care for and you are strong enough to protect herself and anyone who tried to hurt him. You've done it, why I owe you for the rest of my life, that is, forever, whatever comes before ... -.
In my desperation to find the future safer for Bella, had not hesitated to resort to the visions of my sister, but all had been in vain because she could not see Jacob. In this way a possible future at his side was completely uncertain. But it sure was that I would never make the same mistakes. Do not try to force Bella to choose the first alternative. I would stay with her until she decided otherwise.
- What if the end decides that he loves me?. Agree, is a long shot, I grant you that. Do you really kept Esperaza about it? In a way its persistence was worth admiring. Yet he had learned that nothing in this life was safe, I myself had staked everything on an impossible on many occasions.
-La let her go. I said truthfully.
- "No more? Just like that? -. I ask incredulously.
"In the sense that it would show how hard it would be for me, yes, but I remain vigilant. Jacob
forgot that one day he, like all of the herd, and Sam and Emily, come a day when he also met his partner, your partner and nothing more would be important for him to be forgotten Bella forever no matter how much love she uttered today. And then there was I would wait forever that day came and I will gladly replace.
"And I want to die for that to happen.
He knew I was right, although his heart wanted to believe that this day would never come, his mind was fully aware that it was, none of them escape to the primer, which did not want to think of them did not mean to happen time.
stopped thinking about it to add:
"Well, you've been much more honest than it was entitled to expect, Edward. Thanks for letting me into your mind.
I had been sincere thank you for being in your life ... that night. Quite frankly it was the least I could do so in a way or another try to pay the favor that I was doing at that time.
"You know, Jacob, if not for the fact that we are natural enemies and you're trying to steal the reason for my existence, really, I think I would fall very well.
"Maybe ... if you were not a disgusting vampire who plans to take the life of the girl I love ... Well, no, not even then.
I tried not to laugh too high. These wolves could be very funny creatures when they wanted to be.
After a moment I remembered the strange words that Bella had pronounced sleep.
- I can ask you something? -. I told Jacob. Something told me that was important, he should not let it go so easily
- Do we need to ask? -.
I reminded him that my ability was simply to read minds while they were developing.
"It's about a story that Bella had no interest in telling me the other day. Something about a third wife ... -.
- What's with that? -.
Jacob's mind quickly went to that night in which that legend narrated Quileute gathered in front of a big fire and that's how I understood he meant Bella.
The story was simple, like the wolves they had killed a vampire and how after that his girlfriend was looking for revenge. Mental images gave
dizzying jumps while scenes followed one another rapidly, however it stopped right when they got to the part where the scene came the famous third wife. Horrified
saw the sacrifice made by her people and her husband. Jacob
read on my face that something was wrong.
- What? -.
"Sure. Sure! -. Responded from fear to rage. "It would preferred that your elders have been silent this story for themselves, Jacob.
- Do not you like to see the leeches on the role of bad guys? -. Misunderstood. "You know that they are. Then and now. But that I had carelessly.
- Do not guess which character might feel identified Bella? -.
After a long minute Jacob understood.
Now everything was clear to me now summarizes his intention of wanting to be clear during the battle, she wanted ... I wanted to emulate the third wife, sacrifice, the neophytes go crazy with their blood and thus give us the advantage.
—Ése es otro buen motivo para que mañana no me separe de ella. Tiene una gran inventiva cuando desea algo—.
—Pues ya sabes, tu hermano de armas le dio esa misma idea tanto como la propia historia—.
Si, Jasper también tenía culpa de ello, pero nadie había querido hacer daño después de todo. La culpa era de Bella por ser tan terca.
Ahora estaba seguro de que en cuando la dejase sola, aunque fuese un segundo ella intentaría llegar al claro a como diera lugar.
—¿Y cuánto durará esta pequeña tregua? —. Preguntó Jacob sacándome de mis pensamientos.
—¿Hasta las primeras lights? Or better wait until we finish the fight? -.
was sure I could not bear to Jacob for a long time and he thought the same too and agreed that the truce would last until dawn.
"Sleep well, Jacob. Enjoy the moment. I said after a moment. Jacob
seemed funny but all I wanted at that moment was the arrival of the day and he will be started at once.
We sat in silence and Jacob closed his eyes. Slowly, as the storm ran its course Jacob's thoughts were shaping new fantasies ...
Bella waking up in his arms asking him warmed up, rubbing against her body ... too experienced, too hurtful.
Again I checked the sound that rose in my throat and tried to control my voice.
"did not mean it so literally. I clarified.
"Sorry. Jumping answered. "You could leave me, you know ... leave us some privacy.
- Do you want to help you sleep, Jacob? -. I offered to show my teeth, was the tent was dark but he was sure that he, like me, had no trouble seeing.
"You could try. It would be interesting see who would come out worse off, right? -.
"Do not tempt me much, Wolf. My patience is not large enough for that.
could see how much he was enjoying the whole situation, did not have to laugh at me, Jacob Black that night would make a real torment.
