Friday, February 5, 2010

Canned Chicken Broth Expires

Stories Eternal Conflict






Blood Dreams by
Alexa Cullen




Chapter 1
A small bourgeois


Dangerously I had been led by the exquisite aroma that exuded every tiny pore body tired and frightened hiker who was lost from the previous day in the depths of Olympic National Park.
The fear that their fragile humanity was at that time charmingly accented aroma.
was for this reason I let him wander for hours, playing the macabre game.

"Up!" I told myself when I accidentally stepped on his compass twelve hours earlier.
That was not any good, it was assumed that I was a good girl ... but despite that he had also stolen his GPS device, which was in the palm of my hand while waiting for my decision.
caressed the little red button with the tip of my thumb waiting not knowing what to do.
would only need to press the little button and the modern device would emit a signal directly to a satellite, accurate reporting of position and enabling the rescue.

I watched in a tree, thirty feet above the ground where the boy slept uncomfortably miserable.
Shortly before I saw him fight he felt extremely tired, until exhausted, tired, hungry and dejected lost the battle against sleep, just as the sun began to rise among the mountains while I was watching him like a hawk watches prey.

A ray of light crept through the dense foliage and bounced off my hard skin, breaking up in a flash of a thousand colors.
not immediately withdrew my arm, I looked for a moment.

remembered very well the first time I had seen this effect.
At that time I did not understand what was really seeing. All
que sabía era que aquel resplandor era lo más hermoso que jamás había visto en mi corta vida.

“Supongo que en 1665 la vida en Paris era muy dura para el común de la gente, sin embargo mi padre era un prosperó comerciante maderero y se había convertido en todo un “Burgués” como se le llamaba en esos años.
En nuestra mesa nunca faltaba el pan ni la buena carne y el vino tibio siempre estaba listo para ser bebido.
Nuestra casa era cómoda, con el fuego de la chimenea siempre prendido en invierno y yo podía contemplar la cruda vida parisina desde mi ventana en el segundo piso que daba directamente al barrio de Saint- Antonie.
Vivíamos en el barrio de craftsmen and cabinetmakers who worked for a couple years so frantic to please the Re, Louis XIV, which was transforming the hunting lodge of his father just outside of Paris in a mansion.
Years later works continue to transform the small cottage in a spectacular palace, Versailles would be his name.
it was because my father managed to amass a fortune by negotiating with all of them do not hesitate to do everything possible to please the devious and capricious monarch.

My young sixteen years had a good life, always surrounded by friends and young suitors eager to gain attention and of course ... the good fortune and my father's business.

On Sundays we used to walk around the market district bordering on the foul and awesome deposit of bones in the cemetery of the Innocents.
The place was really creepy and full of skeletons lying stacked everywhere but that did not stop was one of the most important places in Paris where for a few hours the great nobles, beggars and bourgeois class members lived together a few hours while walking in the huge market.

I had very clear it was not convenient to visit the place when the last of the Angelus sounded in the skies over the city like rats because of evildoers, gulfs, and all that remained pariahs performing their hidden or false papers were removed beggars trademarks and drew their knives to rob and rape all who venture into their domain.

That Sunday was the first time I saw him.
was hidden in an alley, no one in store for him as it was unusual to see the red shoes of the great lords penetrating into the narrow streets, prostitutes soliciting sexual acts that the great ladies refused to perform.

But something compelled me to stick my eyes on him.
A strange light seemed to come from his hand stretched out to me, under some weak sunshine.
I walked away from my mother, who bought some items kitchen and walked toward the strange man who offered me the mysterious and lovely sheen.
knew very well what they were, but I had never seen one up close, much less had never held one in my hands.
Despite our more than good economic conditions, diamonds and jewelry in general were just acquired by some powerful members of the court.
And now they were offering me only a few steps, could not resist that lovely shine.

But something stopped me, I suddenly felt afraid. Something told me that the danger was in front of me.
Many times my mother had spoken of traffickers of children and women and the fate of those who fell into their clutches.
I stepped back as the man withdrew his hand into the shadows again.

- Do not want to see what I have here? -. I said.

When he spoke, his voice filled my head completely and I felt strange bells in my ears to block all the noise around me, enveloping me in a magical bubble.

My foot is moved back toward him, extending my hand involuntarily now forward.

- Alexandra! -. Called after my mother.

In response to his voice turned in the middle of a jump.

- What are you doing daughter, perhaps you want something to happen to you!?. For the love of God, we will soon find a good match for you, you're not old enough to wander like a child among the crowd.

I grabbed his arm and forced me to retire.
As we walked away I could not help turn around to look again at the alley, but saw nothing but utter darkness and walked away with the strong impression that this not be the last time I meet him. "

The boy who was sleeping a few feet below, lying beside the tree, turned, rolled on its side and distracted me from my memories.
Powerful and trained my eye once again confirmed to me how beautiful it was.
He had observed the previous day as he looked desperately this way and another, realizing he was lost.
His eyes were a strange green, as green as moss growing everywhere.

What would my brothers if they come with a new partner?
He knew they would say but it was not why would not hurt.
I really did not want a partner and did not want to kill him anyway.
It was that kind of hunger that I felt at that moment.
hunger was a sweat, hot skin, devouring kisses, so ... literally eaters such as he had given me that night when he slipped through my window.

"That night he had listened with his ear to the door the conversation that my mother had with my father.
Words like "Old Enough", "Good partnerships" and "beneficial for the business" had been spoken many times. I realized then that in a merchant family everything was negotiable, including the offspring.
Half an hour later my father left and then returned to the baker and his son, a slim young and stupid face always looked at me with his mouth open.

comfortable Among those four walls, my parents were no better than beggars living in Los Santos ossuaries in the cemetery of the Innocents.
was sure that at least they gave their daughters as collateral for its economic alliances.

cursed my luck, I did not marry, at least not now and especially not with the idiot son of a baker.

I lay on my bed, thinking of all the men who on earth, surely someone was aimed at me.
would be someone exotic and beautiful, but above all things be wise and show me the whole world and all its mysteries.


I closed my eyes thinking of my dreams, until they I took the bizarre incident that had occurred hours earlier.
I opened my eyes suddenly, a voice came back to flood my mind cherishing every cell of my body.
I sat to contemplate in the big mirror in my closet and was surprised to suddenly see my face red. Why
felt intense heat burning from the inside when he remembered that voice?

turned out the only candle in my room and got rid of my clothes, staring at my naked body. I knew very well what did the girls in dark alleys. Once
had observed a man put his hand under the skirt of one of them while women stood face to the sky and closed his eyes.
When I got home and when I was alone in my room, I made the same move he had made man and was surprised to discover the pleasure I felt my skin to go with my own hands. Thus
had discovered the guilty pleasure and I refused to perform such acts with the baker's son. First prefer death rather than let his clumsy hands touched my bare skin.

I lay on my bed, dreaming of that strange voice caressing my neck while my hands went down on my belly looking for my sex.
I closed my eyes again as I kept away by the wet dream up suddenly I felt the cold touch of a hand covering my mouth.
was sure he had locked the door, my mother also was a silent creature, quite the contrary.
I tried to scream in panic but to no avail.
What I saw left me open my eyes as cold as the same hand on my face.
An elegantly dressed man leaning over me. Terrified
tried to free myself but then I felt her body against mine was installed by pressing it gently left me completely immobilized.

That could not be happening to everybody and probably disown me and the gulfs of the Court of Miracles I receive after learning of my atrocious manners.
My heart was pounding so hard it seemed that at any moment I would go through the mouth.

"I hope you were thinking of me. For my part I could not stop thinking about you all day.

His voice again have the same effect had been hours ago.
I felt dizzy and for a moment stopped fighting, doing my breathing returned to normal and I was aware of the characteristics that my assailant had besides the delicious smell coming from his body.
Her hair was dark, long and curly in the fashion of the court.
His skin was olive-toned but strange bothered me most was his eyes.
Even without the bright light could see the strange color they had.
knew I should be afraid, very afraid but I was in total trance, owned entirely by one man.

"I've followed and the hours I have made eternal. But patience pays off and here is mine.
And I only wanted to peep through your window, I could not contain myself to see what your state desirable.

His hand was covering my mouth but still no words I could express at that time.

"But I do not yet answered my little cheeky. I said now bringing his mouth to my ear. - Were you thinking of me or any tasteless and insignificant boy? -.

Push your face for a moment gazing at me and said,

"Let's do something. I withdraw my hand from your mouth but you must promise not to scream.
I can listen to your family downstairs chatting pleasantly about your future marriage, but if you scream I will not hesitate to kill them all while you watch as I do.
Is it clear? -.

saying I moved my head slightly and he pulled his hand but did not move an inch.
I felt like a blush rose to my face again and unnecessarily I tried to move my hands to cover my naked body.

I looked with a fierce expression on his face and stopped moving.

"I'm waiting for your reply. He said. "You were thinking of me? Because that would please me greatly.

was sure he'd kill me and kill my family also. Maybe it would be best, my family could not bear the shame if the rest found out what happened that night and summoning all my courage I looked into his eyes and answered.

-Yes, I was thinking of you "-.

"Then you'd better introduce myself. He said separating me and standing up and then make a profound and elegant bow. "My name is Laurent. And I my dear
shameless ... I'm a vampire "





Dark Vengeance
By Carla Cullen




Chapter 1
My Death?

** If your heart is made of good steel, then survive. If on the contrary is pure scum, will crack with the first punch, and when that happens I sneak inside you and take what I owe.
This coven of which I belong, emerged as the destination luck ..
No one could have imagined or the craziest of dreams that three vampires with enigmatic personalities as different as we formed a family, and more now that we have as a new member of this great clan as a werewolf.
The rivalry between our species would have been enough to unleash a gap between us, but on the contrary, only brought us closer. Coka
and Alexa are like the sisters I ever had, Coka to safety that characterizes anyone would be intimidated by beautiful women; Alexa .. his noble and generous heart is matched only by his indomitable spirit, while Kokoro has been since the time I found her as a daughter and friend ... Delicate and strong, kind and cheerful ... The truth is not that what I did to have the good fortune to be with them .. Together we formed a single family, our different personalities have been the strength you need each other, we just complement. What
as we are? .. Well, I'll have to start telling the story from the beginning ....
was born in late 1870 in Mexico City District Federal.
Our government was still under the rule of General Porfirio Díaz.
My family was one of the few wealthy at that time, but unfortunately for my father to have only daughters, his wealth was owned by our future husbands.
Being a woman in those days was to have no more value as a currency. The school was a privilege that could not have, and that the more prepared was a woman, the greater the difficulty to find a good and decent husband.
We had no voice, so when my father decided that at age 17 had to marry to be the example of my sisters: Maria de los Angeles and Sofia.
The leaflet was prepared for me in my head, thanks for reading my hidden room was not even remotely similar to my beloved father had arranged.
Fernando de la Torre, son of a wealthy landowner of the recent northern border. Frivolous man, the prototype of fashion, but with dry and bitter for his age.
"At least it is an OLD MAN: I told my sister-in consolation verlo. You see, the one who touched the poor cousin of the Conception, but her husband looked like his grandfather.
My tears and protests were over, my father agreed to my pleas not to marry a man she neither knew nor wanted.
The wedding was somewhat hasty, as I promised I was thrilled with the reception out on his new estate, wanted to be married and, when the new shipment had requested with our neighboring country to the north.
The wedding party traveled for several days, between rugged mountains and harsh deserts.
In a country which took place every day revolutions, uprisings and especially civil wars, religious, ethnic, and international, was not a good time to travel.
The festive atmosphere was not me, you seem more than a party for me, my mind seemed squad. Fernando
not love me, just wanted to extend its bank account alone, juicy, perhaps improve their "race" as he put it when they have children of someone who had a Franco-English descent, but his mixed Yaqui.
The ceremony came to an end, announcing to everyone that from now on would be the wife of M. de la Torre. Now it was his property and belonging as their land and herds.
Silent Tears flooded my soul, my voice was enslaved, he only heard the noise of the musicians and some screams from the guests.
all happened so fast that my senses could not act stupid.
People ran in terror, throwing everything that was on its way, for a moment I thought it was some insurgent group he fought again for the place, and had interrupted the reception.
But to see more detail than in the living room, people died, only the hands of three men with no weapon, was what terrified me.
The three guys were in a beauty almost unreal, like superhuman strength.
His eyes of a strange and creepy tone lipstick in her eyes I knew right away did not come in conflict, but also for pleasure.
From time to time, rushed through the crowd breaking their necks and staring at them teeth and sharp claws.
Soon it was a bath of blood and screams.
In the distance I could see my parents and sisters, I wanted to try running to them, but now the hand of my husband stopped me.
-Let, we have to escape ... they distract the vampires while we shouted scared escapamos. pulling my arm.
Then I knew it was them .. Vampires.
could not leave my family so ... being appetizer and bloodthirsty evil beings.
Fernando struggled with trying to let go.
Our fight drew the attention of one of the murderers, causing him to drop his victim empty of the vital fluid and ran towards us.
"But we have here ... the groom and his fragrant novia.-educated voice said mockingly smiling.
-Take it ... but let me live .. I have a lot of money I'll give you what you want but do not kill me! "cried ridiculous Fernando, putting before him.
The vampire let out a loud laugh and turning to me and said,
"I see you've met a gentleman ... putting you see yourself as a human shield before me .. just pathetic!" He laughed.
At that moment I realized that the room was silent, my gaze was unconscious for my family who now lay dead on the cold marble floor.
incorporated them a figure too high and chunky, let out the last drop of their blood on his lips.
An incomprehensible anger was made to act without thinking.
With a cry that tore my soul, burst from my chest, fall on him.
knew it would be futile to fight him, but at that moment all I wanted was to share the same fate as my deceased family.
With an incomprehensible speed came up to me, taking me by the neck and pulls up to the height of their hideous eyes.
I needed air, but still did not want to see me beg for my life.
"So you met with a" fighter "Felix ... look how lucky you friend, I only played little girls crying!" Complained another of the vampires.
wanted the unfortunate end this once and for all.
So I spit in the face as a sign of disgust toward him.
I thought that would trigger his anger, but only got to look at me with more interest.
His eyes pierced.
When I almost lost the sense of lack of oxygen, I dropped to the ground noisily. The other let go
laughter around me.
"And we're going to do with it ??... I would argue that the divide, but as seems to have outstanding accounts with Felix, I think it is he who decida." commented ironically the lowest of the three.
I rose with difficulty, looking defiantly at such Felix.
"I swear, if not kill me right now ... do not let live in peace until you have your life in my hands, and give me what I have stolen.
I said, his voice quivering air still recovering. The so-Félix
pierced me with his eyes, a sly smile on her lips sticking out, but still turned away ignoring me.
With a nod given to understand that it was time to leave, moving at speeds impossible for any human being to reach the doorway.
But the lowest of the vampires do not think so, and before they could have left the desolate room, took me by the waist as if to kiss sank its fangs into the delicate skin of my neck.
not resist, just wanted to be killed quickly and efficiently. I could feel my body becoming more and more felt cold, my veins were becoming drier .. until I could hear was beating less and less strength my heart.
And like a distant hazy dream it were, I heard strange rumblings and loud banging rock hit as far away.
did not see or feel anything .. Just cold and dark.
I was unconscious most of all when a terrible pain came the most terrible ... had ever felt.
My body was burning slowly and tortuously. I ran
Pain cuerpo por entero..ni un solo milímetro de éste se pudo salvar de aquella quemazón.
Que si grité?? …Claro que lo hice aunque dudaba que alguien pudiera acudir en mi auxilio, pero sólo podía escuchar el silencio que me acompañaba.
No supe cuanto tiempo pasé en aquel pavoroso tormento…Lo último que fui conciente es que el dolor paró tan repentinamente como empezó.
Y al abrir los ojos, supe que la antigua yo había desaparecido, junto con mi pasado y sueños…Mi vida la habían robado convirtiéndome en lo que más he de odiar…Vampiros.
Sí, ahora soy una de ellos, fuerte y letal..su peor error, por que no descansaré hasta encontrar my revenge.





Howling at the Moon
For
Kokoro

Chapter 1
What I

What I am is real, I'm exactly where I should be today.
Let the light shine on me.
Now if I know who I am, there is no way to hide what I've always wanted to be ...
What I am.
What I am - Demi Lovato.
I turned and looked under the stairs, my strange and unique family:
Alexa, Coka and my Carla.
sometimes did not understand how a mere mortal like me could live with three vamps as beautiful as them, but that was my luck.
I had questioned a million times, whether to bite and finally be like them. But opinions differed about my conversion. Carla had refused to take a life as a vampire. While on the other hand Coka, was the idea of \u200b\u200bbecoming. Alexa was neutral on the issue, said that when she had the maturity to understand ... I would take the decision.
But I swear sometimes felt that there was nothing to think about. Just remember my pathetic life, giving me guidelines to go and beg for a new existence.
not who my parents. The very unhappy I had left my luck out there, somewhere in the Olympic Peninsula in western Washington state. I was not really sure why, but I could not impórtame less.
Nothing in me was as it should be. I celebrated my birthday every 29th of October, which was the day that I had found my Carla.
She told me that when I saw a maternal instinct awoke in her. And seeing that I was alone and abandoned as a dog, decided to do part of his life. My name: Kokoro, I owe to her.
What kind of name is Kokoro? Many times I had laughed at my own name, but my Carla, always said it was the perfect name for me. Kokoro means heart in Japanese. And I secretly loved him.
"My Family" was the only really valuable to me. My Carla, was the closest thing to a mom, and I actually considered it. And he loved her when I remembered how I sang songs and told me legends of Native American tribe from which it is assumed that I come from. Carla
"Mammy.
"Tell me, my Kokoro.
- Are not you going to tell another story Kiluite?
Carla smiled gently and sat on my bed. In my 8 years had many cravings the world and many more urges to my bedtime stories.
-I: Qui-leu-te.
-So-lui-tte. Ki-remarked quite sure myself.
Carla rolled her eyes and smiled again.
"It's important to know where it came from, is likely to need in the future.
- Why?
"Because ... maybe one day you'll return to your home.
"But my home is with you ... and mommy and mommy Coka Alexa.
"And our site is you. But it is still important Kokoro, you're a Quileute. Never forget.
smiled innocently showing the little holes in my teeth. I did not understand the meaning Quileute be that I just wanted to be close to my golden-eyed mommies. Carla
"Let Mommy, tell me again the story that Kiluuittes are descendants of wolves. This is my favorite. I saw my mommy
stress on your perfect face Ivory Coast and to swear I saw her breathe more by necessity than habit of pretending to, but were only seconds before he recovered the serenity in his face and smile again.
"Yes, my Kokorito, I will tell you the story of men descended from wolves, men who were so in touch with mother earth and nature, men ...
shook my head and wiped the tears that threatened to spring from my eyelids. I saw under the stairs. Alexa Coka fighting with the TV remote control and my Carla smiled at the scene before the Monopoly board.
When was your relationship with my mother?
Ah ... yeah.
The day I found her nature ... vampires.
I hugged myself and I shuddered.
love them ... I swear that I love. It took me an incredible time accepting their condition.
was thirteen and ran through the woods playing hide and seek with Carla. Coka Alexa and watched us smiling while shining under the sunlight. Every time we were outside, looked at them stunned.
-One ...
Why is my skin glowed like them?
-Two ...
Whenever asked, I gave long and went on a tangent. The only answer I got to make was that ... something in me was wrong. The Ugly Duckling. As it was ... this time was happy and did not want to lose echármelo thinking about things they did not understand.

-Four ... I ran with all my strength striving to find a good hiding. I always found! So I was struggling to catch them twice this time.

-Six ... I jumped a little bump and saw a small cave about few meters. I saw the triumph in that perfect hiding place and ran anxious. It was dark and somewhat gloomy, but I was brave, after all ... I was a descendant of wolves. I crawled in and hid behind a rock.
In the distance I heard the tens of Carla and I tried to control the laughter that threatened to expose me. But instead of listening to the silence I expected, I heard a squawk and a fierce growl behind me. Scared and turned around in the darkness of the cave and lights as kaleidoscopes trickled between dimples on the roof, I made a cat of the mountains.
pale and felt my legs weaken. No, I was brave, I needed to get out. Fought against my own fear and ran screaming. The animal threw a blow and struck me on the arm causing it to fall hanging around outside the cave.
It hurt ... it hurt a lot. Cried
desperate and afraid. Wanted to see my mother. Wanted to see my mommy Carla.
saw the animal ready to become his dinner when three roaring strong, powerful and feminine, made my skin bristles. My mother was standing behind me. My Carla, roared again, showing his perfect teeth, and a second was taking the cat's neck and twisted. They did not spend even five seconds when the animal lay dead in front of my expressive brown eyes. That definitely
... was not normal.
-Kokoro. Damn you all right? "Said Coka with his face contorted.
-Carla. Alexa confirmed this bleeding-examine your arm.
"My child ..." muttered my Carla approached me, but I was terrified. I could only respond by pushing in an attempt to get away and crying.
Among my tears I saw a pained seeing a face Carla indescribable. Coka threw an occasional profanity Alexa holding his nose and tried to approach stealthy step.
-Kokoro, is us, we have always been giving us, "said Alexa three steps. I nodded
trying to reassure. Alexa came to examine the wound. But they were only seconds before he retired.
I can not.
-blood ... Move over, "ordered Carla pushing and hugging in a protective gesture. "I'll charge. Get out of hunting, will be required.
- What about you? "Asked Coka with the clear tone of sarcasm.
"I'm fine. I'll always be good for my daughter. Please
-Carla. We're vampires, we
-Diggers ... ... "I interrupted quietly. Carla Coka drilled with the hearing and no one said anything else.
My Carla are limited to loading and take me home. Cured of my wounds in silence. Me neither had I dared to mention anything.
That would mean, if everything was clear. Well ... that was not true, so many things I wanted to know. Tonight
demanded answers and gave them to me. I told their stories, the details of his "vegetarian" and its nature. I crammed information, so dazed and sore ... I went to sleep that night ... Since
had run out of stories.
stopped treating me like her daughter and they treat me more like your sister ... "a very weak indeed, that as her daughter, and I started calling them by name omitted on: Mommy, Mommy or Dad.
Las lágrimas que estaban bañando mi rostro me regresaron a la realidad. Estaba furiosa conmigo misma. Nunca supe cómo manejar la situación. Mi Carla decía que yo aprendería a sobre llevarlo ya que era una hermosa chica con un corazón tierno y amoroso.
¿Dónde estaban todas esas características que supuestamente formaban parte de mí ser?
¿Cómo podía ser hermosa aun lado de un grupo de bellas vampiresas?
¿Amorosa y tierna? ¿Con quién? ¿Acaso con las ratas?
Alexa me decía que mi “mala actitud” era porque había entrado a la adolescencia. Pero con un demonio… juro que todo me irritaba y me ponía de mal humor.
A After all, what reasons had to be in a good mood? He knew nothing of my past, all he had always remembered was watching over these three vampires. He had a name, had no recollection, few people knew my age always stayed behind to change our city. Did not have a single friend.
I knew nothing of life. Always protected. Always locked. Always ... ...
So empty ... or pathetic?
I touched my forehead was burning ... again. It was the third time this week I had. My bad mood got worse and my body temperature rose. I went back down the stairs angry the world and life. I just wanted to hit something and let the frustration out of my chest ...
Print the door of my room. Knew that my family would have heard and most likely in a matter of minutes my Carla touched my door.
Toc, Toc
Bingo.
-Koko ... my girl Are you okay? We are waiting. - Carla whispered me from the other side of the door.
- I'm fine! But I have no mood to play Monopoly today!
- But you love Monopoly!
- I think no more! - Neither the monopoly, neither the one nor the scrabble, or any other stupid board game. Silence reigned
moments. Knowing my Carla, but I would be worried alone. And if the latter heard and down the stairs. Thank God he had resigned.
I sat on the floor and I could swear I heard the beat of my heart precipitate. I did not know why, but it was rough ... sore, as if waiting for some new development. I knew nothing about what was happening. Perhaps it was my anger for having recently changed address. Hardly had made new friends in the former school when we had had to move again. Thanks Coka
! Coka
was the Locochonas and cankerworm group. In his latest craze, had slept with my teacher ... it was obvious that he realized that something was wrong with her. So after regañiza Alexa decided to go would be best.
annoying snorted and went back to touch my forehead. Still burning. I did not mean anything. Do not want to worry about. Being the only family that got sick sometimes could be embarrassing and annoying. Although nothing more embarrassing than the first day I had my period ...
I covered my face, knowing me, would be the strongest upholstered crimson that might exist. My family could be very wise in some things, but for others ... - As you explain what the hell is menstruation, "could be sufficiently awkward. This time I was in panic, I watched the blood trickle down my legs when I undressed for a shower. Had screamed so loud that my Carla had run to me and almost knocked the door. I was very frightened: Blood and vampires ... it was not like that the best combination.
My Carla had been in shock and saw stutter. Until then tell me that they thought there was some stage where women ovulated and blah, blah, blah. Brave
teachers!
had been justified by saying that it did not remember that detail. I could not blame them, they had centuries without suffer from colic or having to go buy sanitary napkins. I went back to puffing.
I knew it was the normal family, but I felt like the oddball.
The courage again in my blood boil. I threw a punch to the ground and heard a: Crack!
Oops!
I looked at the floor and saw a small slit. I was surprised, and pretty. Usually it was a weakling. I was definitely very upset that you crack the floor and a stroke. And apart from everything I was feeling bad ... really bad. Felt that the center of my chest would explode by spontaneous combustion.
I stood up and flung me to the bed. My teeth started chattering. Were you cold or hot? I went back to touch me ... I was more than fire, probably about thirty-eight or forty degrees. If no temperature was lowered to seizures. I got up and scared and ran to the bathroom in my room. I undressed as fast as I could and got into the shower. Open the cold water gave everything and let the liquid invaded my body.
Nothing.
The temperature was still there. I panicked a lot. I thought it was best to swallow my pride and run with my family. But just consider that idea infuriated me greatly. I closed the faucet and reached for a towel. Me tangled up in the body and ran to the window open. I needed the fresh air of Utah in the evening.
When I opened it, the pain in my chest grew excruciating. The temperature in my brain stalled for a moment I stopped thinking. Just wanted to get rid ... let it go. Without thinking coherently
closed my eyes and jumped out of the window. I suddenly ...
free.
There was no pain. There was more bitterness to poison ideas. I let my senses enjoy everything. I could smell the wet earth. Hear the birds singing and even the marching of the ants. My feet were running like never felt before. I forced myself to open my eyes and what I saw scared me.
was not me. It was an animal ...
I looked at my legs and analyzed my hair brown ... like my hair. This was me.
The sun was completely hidden and a beautiful moon began to decorate the sky. Instinctively I yelled. It was as natural, instinctive.
howled again ... It was a wolf, that was me ... and understanding that I was overwhelmed.
Totally overwhelmed.




Triangle Immortal
For
Coka



Chapter 1
Scrambled Time

I'll tell you how it was that turned born, because the truth is that human birth and ending as a vampire was not what I dreamed when I was little and wandered through the corridors of the house where he lived.
My father in New Orleans was the owner of thousands of acres of cotton producing lands inherited from their ancestors. At that time the contact between us and the rest of our ecosystem was limited, we only were allowed to interact with our family and house staff, we could not have any contact with the staff of the farm, all but a handful of whites the rest were all slaves.
me for my care had a breast-black was the one who had nursed and raised me since I use my early infancy, she in turn had a son mestizo, who was the son of a white foreman's son and had been quickly sent far from the farm as soon as he heard the news. Julia was a very beautiful black, mestizo, had also given birth to a beautiful blue-eyed mulatto was beautiful since birth and just why he was allowed to stay home. Years passed and the two transformers grew inseparable, I turn into a young petite, inconspicuous and purchased the size of their black ancestors and strong but the extraordinary beauty of his paternal ancestors whites. Bosco, as he called it, was intended to serve the house which spent 100% of the time together, I was madly in love with him and was sure that he too me.
As my father is no fool decided to end the situation as it realized what was happening and sold to another plantation sure it was as far as possible, that night I cried all that I came to mourn anymore, because I emptied my soul and decided to give myself to him, needed him to know that we belonged body and soul. I slipped during the night to his room as late as I could, from squatting to his room and got into his bed. I was only 15 years and life without knowing anything, I just throw her nightgown and everything I had and I lay naked cuddling.
When he realized it was me, without saying a word kiss me passionately and love me slowly, he had only 16 and knew nothing of the arts of love but was tender and gentle and gave me the hottest night but never returned to have. When dawn kiss me passionately, I got dressed and walked me to part without any fear, he promised: "Love back for you, wait, I'll see how that never again separate us", he kissed me and left. When I woke up and he was taken to the station.
spent days, months and maybe a year and my father decided to end my decision to go dying breaks send me a trip to Europe with my mother and my sisters for a long period so that when he returned with his eyes full of the world was ready to get married and forget this silly tantrum. I could care less what they did with my life, truth, and nothing mattered much I was more out of this world than inside.
In 1 week we were in bags and ready to go, the trip was eternal, apparently my mother had known all the Europeans who were single because they insisted on introducing me to every man who knew young or old did the same with the idea that I forget my love and would give me the "love fit." Clearly it never happened and all I did was act every day and try to get some sleep at night because every time I closed my eyes Bosco was there smiling.
When we returned 2 years later, I got off the carriage in motion and ran to the kitchen desperately searching for Julia, wanted to ask if he knew anything about Bosco if he had written something, if you had asked me.
- Julia does not live here my child, my father told me from the doorway of the kitchen.
- Queeeeeeeeeeee! "I yell.
- She missed his son very much and asked me to negotiate its sale at the farm where he was he was.
- Liar, liar! She never letting go, I'm like her daughter and she is my mother technically and spiritually too, "I screamed disrespecting the first time, had awakened from the lethargy into which I add the day they sold to Bosco.
- Do not let me talk like spoiled little girl, I should have married the next day that it was that filthy black in this house, call me mad.
- should have killed me, had been more generous of you, because I'm dead in life and I keep looking at his face yelling with tears in her throat.
- you say?, I did not move, had fathered her child and she wanted to care for her grandson, that wanted to know?, I told you so, stating that you forced me! - I said, closing the door with a bang behind them.
I collapse, I fell unconscious when I awoke I was in a bed as they told me my sister had spent the last 5 days. He had been a doctor and I had almost given up, asking my family to wait for the worst.
- This girl is dying of grief, said sparingly after
reviewed for accuracy - and it dies because it has been decided, "he concluded.
My mother cried day and night begging my father to go to Bosco because their child was dying, and without giving him and it cost me my life.
spent months when one night in the window of my room someone gently beating continuously until I woke up and when I ran the curtain I saw him he was my Bosco who was watching me behind the glass that looked just extraordinarily beautiful, I rubbed my eyes and I smiled because I understood it, was dreaming and had called him unconscious and desperate. The only thing strange is that instead of her beautiful eyes were now Calypso red like crimson.
- Love, open my window I came for you as I promised, "he said tenderly
- Are you?, You look strange? - I said quickly turning the knob.
He entered and kissed me, it was very cold and I was sure it was a dream, their kisses burned before my mouth could not be real.
- My love, do not know how long I've waited this time "I said as I hugged my now too strong to weak bones.
- Bosco, am I dreaming? - I said still incredulous
- Nooo, I am love, I'm your Bosco, your man and you are my wife and now I'll be forever, "she said, clinging to him again, your body also cold was hard as a rock.
He told me the same night that had reached the hacienda had tried to escape and had been discovered in some strange way they had been very kind to him at first but eventually attacked him leaving him half dead in the woods, these men before attack had listened carefully to his story and it seemed felt sorry for him but eventually acted as bloodthirsty. All you remember is that before leaving one of them came up to her ear and said, "Go get what belongs to you, the next thing I remember is to be writhing in spasms of pain from the hell that was wrapped around his body when he woke up his eyes and looked around further, air, noise, colors, everything was different ... and the thirst was desperate, attacked some rabbits, and birds and achievement quench your thirst temporarily, until he discovered that sed only calmed humans.
now standing by him and wanted to take her away, she felt no fear, only one thing was important, "back together."
- Bosco I say goodbye to my mother at least, "I said almost sobbing
- No time, we must go," he said taking her by the waist as a feather.
not know as 10 seconds and were out of the plantation and were moving faster and faster ... he had no sleep, just goes on and on as if something after him. When we were far enough away Bosco let me gently on the ground and sat down beside me, started kissing me slowly, more and more passionate.
- Do not be afraid, I will love you slowly, let yourself go, "she whispered, I was not afraid he began to take off my clothes but broke it all as nothing more touching in their hands like paper slitting, I was focused on this when I felt a burning pain in the neck as red-hot iron and then everything became a nightmare that did not end, it was a total madness I was screaming that I kill for God, but took my hand and said: - Strength Love, everything happens, is that you can stand it, I'll be here by your side until the end, I love you.
do not know what time the madness ended and I woke up ... That
hundreds do so many years ... we went together through centuries of time, I never saw my family did not want, that served?, To them I had escaped and certainly in the forest something I'd attacked and devoured completely, because my clothes had only found very far from shattered finances.
What happened next is very sad to tell today because Bosco is not in my life, we were attacked by a horde of "the Vampire Slayer" that flourished with the arrival of religious fanaticism. We were close to the city because we had become regulars at the new wonder that was the gramophone and the rooms where you exhibited this new invention, when a horde of these fanatics attacked us violently with torches, shouting all sorts of blasphemies
Damn!, Monsters, creatures of darkness! - said the more they approached us, we were not used to attack anyone, just drank centuries forest creatures.
Flee! - Bosco me cry when more than 100 people will be left over, I stood there, stunned, terrified.
Flee! - He shouted at me.
Flee now, then it will be too late, I beg you! - Said earlier that he lost sight completely.
I started to run without stopping, without direction, with the chest pain could not stop for days ran from that day ... I do not see.
now exists only in my memory, and do not know why whenever I feel alone his memory comes to me and smiles, glad any situation, that I have was from El Salvador memory of my soul and my only love.
Boscoooooooooo Where are you love? - I say softly whispering softly ...





_____________________________________________________________ Dear Friends

I hope this achieved catch your attention.
You see we all have different stories but united by Forks.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Tiffany Granite And Brad

election news Forum and Book Launch Invitation

Conciliation Resources INDEPAZ AND CALL ...

Forum and launch of book "Ending the guuerra? Beyond the loss or negotiation.


When?
: Juevs January 28, 2010


Where: Planetarium 6N 26-07 Carrera

Time: 6:00 pm

more information: INDEPAZ (Institute of Development Studies and Peace
Tel: 255 26 75 to 72
Indepaz @ colombia.com


With the participation of: the Permanent Assembly of Civil Society for Peace, United Nations Program for Development Networking Programme, Secretary of the District Government, Central Memory, peace and reconciliation, Peace Planet Project , Department of Political Science University of Los Andes.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Down Syndrome Test During Pregnancy

Forks. (Eclipse by Edward Cullen)


Time Chapter 17


Even

felt the taste of your mouth on mine. Even
could feel his fingers on my skin like the caress had been recorded with fire.
I had missed both the night before that I did follow the infinite desire always felt for her.

Again and again my lips drank the nectar of her soft mouth going down my throat burned like lava from the very depths of the earth.
Again and again my hands roamed her figure, the contour of her hips, her long neck, her small waist while outlining his body and stuck a little closer to me.
desire in my body tingled in my heart, in my lower abdomen, between my legs.
combat. I did not want being forced to leave her. I wanted to continue, together, kissing non-stop as if it were first time I actually allowed to do so.

The burning of his blood was burning my mouth, but it was exquisite to be subjected to such torture.
wanted to suffer, she wanted to be a victim.
One more kiss, a touch more and I promised that after I part with Bella. But it could and could not continue. Panting with desire
remove my mouth from his, panting, too hungry for it.
I leaned my forehead on hers, a second longer to calm down.
wanted to say he wanted her, wanted to say that he suffered by not being able to melt it. But it was one hundred percent sure that once those words out of my mouth would be impossible to stop, would give up to myself, would succumb ... And happy, how happy that would do amazing.

"Better leave me be late to the Institute. Would not be good that you lost the last days of classes before exams together. I said starting up again be master of my emotions.

And a few minutes later I jumped out his window to go home and change my clothes before going to school.

It was thinking about what happened last night.
While I was suffering a thousand torments Bella had been safe on the reservation and most importantly of all, she had enjoyed.
I for one was quieter now and resigned, he had finally found a reason to completely fill me and keep me at peace with myself.
Nothing would ever be so difficult or so he hoped.

When I got home my whole family was gathered, apparently convinced by Alice, had spent the night talking and planning a big party to celebrate graduation.
And I feared for a moment to listen to what my sister had planned.
would be undoubtedly the biggest event in the town in over a hundred years.
-Si Bella is as stubborn as it is. Said Alice. "That will be the only opportunity to have a prom. If I were you I would not count that with which they graduate from college.

"Do not say that, perhaps you saw something new and I want to say? -. I asked startled.

"No, everything is like I have not seen anything new. But you'd better think about it. We are all very happy with the party idea and I hope you approve of but I also know that will be done with or without your approval.

I looked at the rest of my family and me stared Carlisle.

"I think it would be nice, we've all been very nervous in recent weeks and we would rather have fun.

- and the low profile but we keep? -.

"I think not affect us, on the contrary, I think we will see a little more ... human.

"If we do not spoil the party. Emmett was saying completely convinced by Alice. "It would make us use some movement.

Rosalie then took his arms and gave him a ride.
Rosalie laughed heartily recalling the last time they danced together.

"Okay. If they all agree .... -. I tried to say but I broke my annoying sister.

- IRS! - Cried Alice Jasper hugging. "Thank you, thank you. Will be a party spectacular.

See ideas in his mind caused me a kind of dizziness, so fast, so many colors, so many ways .... Too many things and details required only in a second.

-Wow ... wait a bit, but I have one condition.

Then all froze in place and slowly turned to me.

"You tell Bella.

"But Edward ... -

" No, you should. I would not needlessly expose Bella this time. I ask everyone to be careful. And I avoided looking at Jasper.

was not willing to do it and everyone understood the double meaning of my words.

"Do not worry, you can count on me. Jasper said between embarrassed and sad.

Alice took her hand and looked at him with eyes and mind full of love and devotion.

-will be a fabulous party, we all really enjoy it now. Esme said.

"All will be vigilant. Emmett said. - Do not you Rose? - I asked from her arm around my sister and her against his side.

"Yes, we all would. Rosalie also confirmed.

My family understood my concern and once again were willing to lend a hand.

"Thank you. I said a little quieter. "Maybe it's a good idea after all.

Alice and I said goodbye.
Ella Bella handle the car and follow me to his house.
Once there the three of us rushed to the school, if a little luck accelerated arrive just in time.


The school day passed quickly, smoothly.
Alice was struggling internally, it was not a single second without thinking of anything that was not in the arrangements and preparations for the next party.
Again and again I saw him arrange everything in your mind. It was simply unbearable.

But it was to get out of classes that I urged my sister to speak at once with Bella.
during the day Alice was devoted to avoid the issue even when I had asked him to do it once.
And when we walked to our car was encouraged to do so. How
Bella react upon learning of his intentions?

"I've seen ... -. Alice said, imitating the chattering when they pretend to divine the future.

"- Are you sure you want me to say? -. He asked quickly in his mind. - Would not you did your best and use all your charm to convince her? - "I tried

to deal it a blow with my elbow but she saw it coming and avoided what would have been an accurate call to order.
-Vale
-. Said a little cranky. "It's Edward who wants to do, but I guess you'll be in more trouble if I am giving you the surprise.

- Why do not you tell me a Christian? -. Bella asked confused.

"Do not behave like a child. No tantrums, huh? -.

But with every word could only confuse and scare a little closer to Bella.
Then Alice looked into the eyes and not knowing very well that said ... "You

...-. Began. And I knew that this was not a good way to do it. Alice
also saw him coming and continued with a little twist. - ... Well, all of us, we will have a graduation party. That was fine, had to divert attention from Bella, she did not feel it would be the center of the party. "Nothing fancy or that should worry the least, but I saw that I was going to have a fit if I tried to make a surprise party -.

Alice was so happy I almost walked jumping from there to here.
I tried to stop because I was dizzy with so much jump but it was still moving very fast humanely.

And Edward has told you what was said, but it will be nothing, I promise. Continued just as he escaped on one of my arms to go to take refuge behind Bella. She sighed deeply

resigned, was aware that there was no point arguing. She knew what that vampires stubborn used to be, there was no point object.

He agreed to go and promised that I would hate every minute I stay in the party.

My sister does not stop there bothers their hateful comments.

- And on purpose. Added. - I must say I love my gift. You should not have bothered you.

really was not "your" gift as Alice had seen us both enjoying the concert.
I saw coming a week ago and had been impatient and was very naive of me to ask you not pretend to know anything, just until Bella decided.

- But if I have it! -. Bella said even more confused with the new comment from Alice.

"Oh, I know, but I will.
-Amazing
-. I said aloud. - How can something so small can be so unbearable? -.
But that was another natural talent of my sister.

- Could not have expected a few weeks to tell me? . Now I will be worried much longer.

"A few weeks? A lot more time?.
What did he mean?


The same question was asked my sister, who frowned while looking for the answer in the face of Bella and speaking slowly asked

- Do you know what day is today? -. Bella

responded to the apparent casual question with the same casual tone that betrayed no expectation for the event as humanly expected for the rest of the sheep-like group of students.

- Monday? -.

Did not she was as excited as them?. Bella
Even for that time should mean something, especially with the true meaning she had the background.


"Yes, Monday ... We are on day four. Alice explained, but not before making a grimace of frustration and not see any apparent change in the face of Bella, even with the new information.

I grabbed his elbow, forcing him to turn around and face a large yellow notice which recalled the date of the next graduation.

Then suddenly his face changed, his skin turned paler than usual, perhaps almost as white as ours. Her breathing stopped for a moment as she inhaled.

you truly she was not aware of the time?.

- Are we to four? June 4 What? Are you sure? -. She asked stunned. - No way! But how is it possible? -.

Anxiety gave way between those small words.
Her expression suddenly lost while looking straight ahead without seeing anything really.

knew that Bella was a real phobia for those social events and especially resented being the center of attention, but I wanted to enjoy it and my whole family loved him too. It was something I remember
throughout the rest of his life and the rest of his life to me ... If I allowed that day comes. Alice

also realized that something was not right but I just decided to ignore it. Would not walk back.
The festival would even have to take Bella tied and went on talking endlessly about details and details for her, were no doubt of vital importance.

"" Do not think that this time let me Edward impose restrictions. " Alice said in my mind while giving respite to their crazy schedules. "" This time we'll do it my way Bella auque to stage an attack. OK? - ".

I looked in the rearview mirror but she turned to look out the window as is talk again, saying nothing really important.
colors, textures were his favorites and it would be for the rest of the week.
Talking to her would be a waste of time, Alice unleash their imagination and spare no effort or money to make this party "La Fiesta" and was remembered in the years ahead. Alice

look forward to the day I dreaded ... But this day would come but I did not want, but I refuse to check the calendar, but I lied to myself that day would come and now there were only seven days.
Meanwhile, the honoree was immersed in a puzzling silence.

She and I, terrified at the approach of day. But it was only logical that our motives were different, very different.


All the way Bella had maintained the same state, almost catatonic, silence and only silence.
not respond to the words of Alice when it dropped the car at the usual place.


"" Good luck with that, "said my sister in my mind before closing the door.

As if luck had been on my side once in my life.
But if it had been, it was when he decided to make Bella on my way. Yes, that was my stroke of luck, unfortunately Bella could not say the same since the day I ran into problems she had comenzadoo.

cursed But no luck, much time had passed since he had decided to assume and accept the fate. Only
was something I refused to accept and that was that I refused Bella brightness of his eyes and the sound of his voice.

I looked before starting again but his eyes were still missing.
I pressed my hands on the wheel.
wanted to take her by the shoulders, shake gently, I wanted to remove with a flick of my hand all that disturbed his mind at the time but I refrained from doing so, the narrow space afforded us inside the car would not let me take her in my arms to comfort your body if necessary.

drove the anguish tightening every muscle in my body until we finally stopped in front of his house.
Take your arm after you open the door, it was frightening to contemplate in that state, it was as if ... his body ... was just a shell, like an empty vessel, devoid of all life.
The silence continued as we walked towards his house without even reacting to the fine drops of rain began to fall.
Once inside I sat on the sofa next to her while her eyes remained lost Always looking ahead, but I was sure it was not the landscape that is appreciated by your window what had so abstracted.

maintained that state of silence and I of expectation, each one counting the beats, with each time I blinked, every movement imperceptible to his lips, shaking as if in prayer ...

not understand the real reason for their behavior. Fear included
could not be responsible for that she was in that state.

Unless ... Unless this is not the real reason.
What I feared was Bella?
Did he fear that everything ended up as the last party? Did he fear for all humans in a house full of vampires? Bella

knew my family, Jasper was restored.
I had no reason to fear, plus he gave me his word and all ...
No, that was absurd. She could not believe it.
could not, he should not. I would always protect him from everything and everyone, I would always be for her.

That momentum gave me protection to rescue herself and raising my hand to touch his face I practically demanding:

- Want you please tell me what you think before I go mad? -.

blinked rapidly as if awakened from a trance, then turned slightly and my eyes could look at the totality of his face and saw the state in which he was.

The color had fled from his face, dark circles were drawn around his eyes and his lips were white ... It was as if .... As if he had died.

"Speak at once, Bella. I said trying to hide my distress.

"The date has caught me off guard. Replied in a whisper. "That's all.

His words had an effect contrary to what I expected.
lacked total sense to me and only managed to worry even more than I already was.

"I'm not sure what to do or what I'm going to tell Charlie or what ... or how ... -. He said he hoped to see a satisfactory answer but could not continue.

"So this is not the party? -. I asked puzzled.

"No, but thanks for reminding me. Responded after developing a grimace.

Bella was not worried about a bizarre party, not feared for his life or that of someone else. No. feared Bella finally become a vampire and everything that would happen.
was not enough the love she felt for me, perhaps had other loves even more important than it was for me.
love his father and his mother was all I knew that would bind to human life.

"You're not prepared -.

was easy to see that it was, but I could not help feeling happy and sad at the same time.
selfish side of me wanted her by my side forever.

"Yes ... I'm pregnant. He said with marked pain in every syllable, every letter.

The serious for her to become a curse.
If he could get Bella Carlisle transformed in a few days, she would regret for the rest of his life.
I should avoid, should avoid his eternal damnation.

"You must not be in any way. Assured.

And the reasons I had Bella not enough to abandon what was good and safe for her.
Caius, Jane, Victoria and whoever was the being who had been stalking was not sufficient reason to let the sun, family, friends and the future. They were not enough to leave life.

"Those are reasons to expect more.



- That makes no sense, Edward! -.

had it not make sense? What made no sense?!.

Because it was so easy to see what was before his eyes.
you not understand that the only thing I do is lose.
would lose all she wanted.
would lose everything.
But above all, be one of us would lose herself forever. Grasp

her face in my hands and I concentrated on controlling the cries struggling out of my mouth.
wanted to scream, I wanted to wake her, he opened his eyes once and I did exist, he saw what was done.

-Bella. None of us had no chance. You saw what happened ...-.

I talked to my sister Rosalie, nobody was a better example of what she lost.
We talk about our inner struggle to reconcile ourselves to be slaves to our instincts, our constant thirst.
would not let Bella go through the same thing, not let them suffer the torture forever.
She should have the opportunity to choose, to choose freely without feeling forced.

"I've already made my choice.

"You think you have to go through all this because a sword hanging over your head. That was the point

do?. What would happen when the threat over?
I have time to take care of them life threatening, we address all the problems.
I know to protect and when everything had happened, when there is nothing and no one forced you to think about his transformation as the only solution, then only then she would be free to decide whether or not become a vampire.

"If still you want, but no fear. I will not allow forces you to do anything.

-Carlisle promised me. After graduation. Responded.



-Carlisle will not let you do, not until you're ready. And above all things, not while you feel threatened.

I face it if necessary. Carlisle
could not go on my resolution. Not allow it.
I loved like a father and had long seen as one, many years we had been living that way, as father and son but long before we also live like brothers.
I loved like a father, but it was not and would not actually in their hands the destiny of the soul of Bella, would not let in anyone's hands.

saw in my eyes the unshakable resolution of my words.
But even if he was sure that Bella hesitated to have accepted in silence as he did in that time.
would have accepted if only he had said a simple "no."
She was afraid.
I told him his eyes open as two windows to your soul and I did not want it to be.

"Come, come -. I said then kissed her forehead. "Not to worry.

A nervous laugh escaped his lips.

"Nothing but an impending doom.

I asked her to trust me, but she made him and kept watching her beautiful face with attention to every movement of your body quiet. The soft and gentle rise and fall of his chest when she inhaled and exhaled. Every beat of his heart echoing in my body until I finally calmed down.

- I can ask you something? -. He said then.

-Lo you want.

I looked into his eyes with a strange expression on his face and then bit her lower lip while looking down.
I was intrigued by his body language but the question was trivial, I just wanted to know that he would give Alice for the next graduation.

"According to Alice, it seems as if you were to buy concert tickets for both of us.

- That was it. Tacoma concert.

Alice's gift was infallible and Bella just last week had seen the ad in the newspaper the next event.

I thanked in advance for your future gift was certainly a great idea because Alice was so excited.

"I hope you are not dead.

And that was very likely but still the intention was what counted, and Alice would accept.

sighed then, and in the first place I thought I could feel pressure now that he knew the gift waiting for my sister but I remembered his expression and his nerves. Something was about Bella's head, something he was uneasy.

There was something else you wanted to ask -.

She was surprised he did not expect me to realize what was happening but I had managed to read in his face what I was denied in his mind. He had plenty of practice reading all its expressions. "Ask

. I urged him.

leaned on my chest and closed my arms around your body.
knew that I was to hide his face from my eyes, but I did not care. Always longed to have him so close, warming my body.

"You do not want me to be vampire.

was not prepared for a question like that, but I did not hesitate in my answer. I did not want Bella to be a cursed and feared creature, a vampire thirsty.
The only sed he wanted her to feel it was the thirst for life and maybe, just maybe, be my, my love.


"No, I -. Answered. "But that's not the point -.
wanted to understand, that for once I could see things the way I did.

said he was concerned to know how I feel about it, but I did not understand what was the true meaning of its words.

After a few seconds and saw that he expected an answer asked him to speak the truth without having surveys her feelings but hesitate for a moment. What was your question?
I decided to enter only if she would explain the why of your question.

She would have spoken the truth even when she neglects to answer. He owed. I ordered
ideas in my mind, trying to find in them the light that your eyes much needed.
Could this be my last attempt to save him?
No, it would be but maybe if he spoke eloquently, if you looked at the eye and robbed him with every cell of my body, maybe and just maybe she finally understood.

"You could do much better, Bella. I know you think I have soul, but I'm not entirely convinced, and risking your own ...
For me, allow that, allow you to become who I was, just so you do not miss ever, was the most selfish act imaginable.
-As a mí se refiere, es lo que más deseo en el mundo, pero deseo mucho más para ti. Rendirme a eso me hace sentirme como un criminal. Es la cosa más egoísta que haré nunca, incluso si vivo para siempre.
Es más, si hubiera alguna forma de convertirme en humano para estar contigo, no importa su precio, lo pagaría feliz—.

Esperé en silencio aguantando la respiración, esperé alguna respuesta, alguna reacción a mis sinceras y vehementes palabras pero nada sucedió.
Solo después de unos momentos sus labios se fueron estirando lentamente hasta formar una sonrisa.

¿Por que sonreía?
Una vez ella tenia una reacción completamente contraria normal.
But soon it became clear the reason for your smile. Bella

thought ... She was afraid that once turned into a vampire ... that once it was different and not so attractive to me.
thought that it would not be soft, warm and not smell the same. And I worry that transformed once I lost my interest in it.

suddenly I let the breath he had kept on hold, trying not to burst into laughter.
do all things involving the transformation, the only thing she worries was that again ... I do not like? Could
?

- Did you worry about is that I did not like then? -. Ask and was still incredulous expression on his face who confirmed that it was me.

For her to endure the agony for three days were no grounds for concern.
For her, waking up with a deadly and desperate thirst were mere trivialities.

-Bella, to be a fairly intuitive person, you can sometimes be a blunt ...

She was not conscious.
For me it would breathe again after several minutes without it.
would be the glass of water after crossing the desert.
would finally rest after all the time he had fought against myself.
would be the relaxation of my body and my mind.
Bella did not realize how easy it would be for me to be with her and would not have to concentrate all the time to not kill him with my touch softer.
When Bella was like I finally feel as she was.
To me it would be soft and warm.
But above all things aroma would never be the reason for my constant agony.

"Of course, there are things you miss. This, for example ...

I looked into his eyes hard and my fingers crossed his cheek. Just this small act was enough to face was exquisitely pink and I could not help smiling even when the venom filled my mouth.

The heartbeat was another human trait that surprised her. It was without doubt the most wonderful sound I had ever seen.
A sound reassuring, who accompanied me in the night while watching her sleep.
was the better compass of his mind, change of pace when he was scared or just excited as she kissed. So know when to stop, when he had to leave her.

"I think the most wonderful sound in the world. I just said. "I'm so attuned to it, which I swear I can hear from miles away. But none of that matters.

But when change came to her I would be more a prisoner of myself, never have to squeeze my heart and back down. This

-. I said taking her face in my hands. "You. That's what I want. Always be my Bella, only a little more durable.

looked at my eyes in silence, perhaps assimilated my words, then sighed and closed his eyes as if he had succumbed to exhaustion.

would then be forever, she and I together forever, living our eternal love.
Only one question bothers me.

"And now, can you answer me a question to me? -. I asked. - Does the whole truth, regardless of my feelings? -.

agreed immediately without thinking and then said:

- You do not want to be my wife? -.

expected some reaction to my words but not the sequence that triggered symptoms in your body.
The beating of his heart stopped for a long moment, then his heart rate suddenly shot up to a truly amazing speed for someone in an inactive state.
A slight shiver shook his body and his pupils dilated.
was like ... like ...
Tan Tan
like a dam that is about to meet its role in the food chain.

I waited a few words on his part, while monitoring their heart.

"That's not a question -. Managed to say after a minute I felt a strange

pain in the center of my chest.
How could that be?
psychosomatic responses to pain that only experienced by humans, pain that only a vampire in love with a human could suffer.

I was able to continue looking into his eyes, I was embarrassed by the apparent rejection.
But actually I was rejecting?.

took her hands in mine while still formulating my questions.

"I worry about how you feel about it.

But she refused to answer. I asked sadly

to answer my question, it was not fair to play me that way.

needed to know.
I needed as much as needed blood to survive.
need to know that he would join me forever, it would be mine as I would yours.

- Truth? -.

Ho. Bella.
Lie if you want to say no.
Lie if you want to be my wife.
Say you do not just want to be an immortal, who is also me you want forever. Lie
with a promise to lie to me the future.
Fool me if you want but do not deliver me a negative answer.


Who wanted to cheat. Only
myself no doubt.
I know deal with their denial, abide by their wishes even when they were my own death.

But that did not want to be my wife? Do not understand how much it mattered to me?

"Sure. Falsely told feeling like everything inside me to suddenly small. "I can bear it, whatever. Added.

deep breath.

"You'll laugh at me.

lifted to her my eyes could not believe his words.
Was it a matter to laugh?
Had not got the tone and solemnity of my word? How much it all meant for me?

- Laugh? I can not imagine why.

"Well -. Said in a whisper.

Then his face was changing colors at an incredible speed.
could read every feeling in every state of mind.
Fear, shame.

But his words emerged with a slight note of anger, more to herself than to me.
Bella For some reason I kept thinking that his answers might seem funny or funny, but the contrary.
What did he mean when he said he was "Shame"

"Do not follow. I said after a second.

Bella had gone to hide his face resting on my chest and I could not decipher his words, then looked at me again, after a moment and turned his face to change color.
truly ashamed.

I do not want to be one of those girls, Edward. Added brightly. - Of those who marry just finishing high school, as a palette of town that is deluded by her boyfriend! Do you know what others will think? Do you realize in What century are we? People no longer married at eighteen! At least not the smart people, responsible and mature! I do not want to be a girl like that! I'm not like ... -. Then

Bella could not continue.
His words were out of his mouth almost fired but not charged was less intense.

latching So that is all.
did not want to just be an immortal free the rest of his life.
not reject me. She rejected me ...! My!
What she had was the public trial, to be remembered as the typical high school girl who married her high school sweetheart.

could not believe that only that they were.

- Do you like some? -. She said.

- Is not it make you more excited to be ... immortal for me? -. I asked hopefully.

then a nervous laugh, almost hysterically shook his body.

Why laugh? "He laughed at me?
How could laugh like that when she asked me not long ago that I did not? "
And why not answer my question? How long
more lengthen my expectation, my anguish, my suffering?

wait in silence without ever losing my secret hope.


- Edward! -. Managed to say when the laughter stopped slightly. - Go! I always ... I thought ... you were much more ... smarter than me! -.

My old heart gave a leap and a moment I felt as if suddenly returned to beat.
knew this was impossible but I did not care testing.
did not want to find scientific answers to what I was feeling.

Bella was and would be mine forever, every year, for decades and centuries to come.
would be my wife but now show not very convinced.
I erase their fears.
When we were together nothing would matter, or foul-mouthed language, and human prejudice.

I hugged against my chest while also laughter flowed freely through me.

That was absurd.
I care about my self and for that brief moment I felt guilty.
I felt free, without guilt, feeling utterly and completely happy.
-Edward
-. Bella suddenly said with a strong tone of seriousness. "I have no interest in living forever without you. I would not even live another day without you.

was a relief to know that her decision although she insisted that it did not change in all their thinking about marriage.

But it was only on it, had nothing to do with me, be with me.
And it was great to know anyway, I was easier to understand their point of view on the matter but I wanted that she could see mine.
I looked into his eyes, hoping that my words succeed in transferring their prejudices.

"You see, Bella, I've always been a boy 'of these' -. I talked

remembering my mortal days ... In my desire, my dreams are only limited to be a decorated soldier.
The only love I had experienced was the love for my mother and I never feel or look the affection of a woman who was not hers.

I was not thinking of anything else in this idealized image of the glory of war then we sell any recruiters, but if I had found ... -. No. That was not reality.

I would have never found a woman like her.
was absurd to think that any woman would have filled me that was completely safe.

I was going to say that if he found someone, but that's not true. I continued. - If you have found yourself only if you have found you I have no doubt what he had done.


I was one of those guys.
Of those who when they found a woman who met all the requirements I was looking for would not hesitate a single second in my knees and tried by every means possible to get your hand.

"I would have liked for all eternity, even though the word had not then the same connotations now.

smiled thankful that my condition prevents me blush. Thinking
at all times as would have been if life had joined us in other circumstances, at other times, in my time.
Then I got lost in her bright eyes a moment, but something was not right, something was missing.

"Breathe, Bella. I said cheerfully to see what did not. - Do not You see, even a little, from my side? -.

His gaze was lost in mine for a long second and then shook his head vigorously as if awakened from a trance.

"The thing is, Edward -. Immediately added his voice trembling. - Which in my mind, marriage and eternity are not mutually exclusive or inclusive. And as for the moment we are living in my world, might be best to go with the times, I do not know if you know what I mean.

Olympian had eluded my question but I will not give up so easily, not on this issue.

"But on the other side soon 've left behind this time. So why should affect your decision so that, finally, after all, are only the transient behavior of a local culture? -.

would only spend a few decades and all would be nothing but a fading memory for her.


- You mean Rome? -. I ask then.

I laughed heartily.

She should not say immediately, but should take into account the two positions on the same topic.

- Do not you think? -.

- So your condition ...?

And it was.
My status remained married to me first.
I understand your point of view, but if she wished it was me who turned my wife she should be first and after that ... Anything could happen, the future was not carved in stone.


-Chan chan cha cha, cha cha chan chan ...-. Bella hummed between his teeth.

We did not talk about it.
Bella has committed to completing some pending and then, as always, prepared dinner for her father.
Night came, the weather inclement your step would not stop.
go forward before I could stop him.
But while I could be devoted to protecting the most important that had never existed in my life ... in my life.
And I spent like all night to ensure the peaceful sleep of Bella was sleeping only a few inches from me. _________________________________________________________





My dear friends:

flat You see that 11 became 21.
feel the delay but the holidays will not let me time.
A kiss and thanks for everything, everything, everything, everything.